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happy but stress...

2012-01-14T00:59:00.004+08:00

YOOOOOOOOSSSSSHHHH!!!

Ha, this is my first post for this year eh. Hahaha who ask me don't blog so often, so what anyway~

Yippee ya ya yippee ya~ I just got my bonuez pipping hot transfered into my bank=D. Happy though, somehow i don't know how to use the right word to describe the mix-ed up feeling i have. I feel stress...just feel stress.

I don't know what and which step to go, i already made up my mind with something but i don't just don't wish to destroy otherz. I know sometime i have to sacrifice something to in order to do or get something but in that progess will definitely affect otherz, which i don't really like. Coz i understand there is thingz which are going on and it'z quite tough, so that'z why it had affected my decision and i feel lost. Seriously i wanted to bring up the matter to him but seeing thingz going on at around him, make me freaking bad and feel like shit if i leave. I really don't know what to do=(. I really cherish them, and don't feel like leaving but i can't stay there forever=( i need upgrade myself too=(...who can really tell what to do?? unhappy me=(.

Oh well, i shall shift my focus to other thing awhile.

SUNDAY AR~!!! Come to mememememememememememememe NOOOOOW~!!! Sweet smell-ing off day=D. I love you so much, so to me soon can??=) LOL.

Haha, kinda excited eh. Coz got planz to do on that day with my love=). Hopefully all the thingz can be done on that day=). Weeee~ off off off off off off off off off off off~ X)

Alright then, shall stop here. Gonna sms dumb dumb see whether he'z done playing dota with his little brother=).

CHIAO-SUUU~

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New addict=). Introduced by my love=). Stupid dumb dumb trying to sing like her recently, LOL.

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Last post for 2011...

2011-12-31T00:48:00.004+08:00

HUU!!!

I'm here to blog loh~

Shoot...feel like blogging but don't what to blog about=.=. Oh well shall talk random stuff about what had happened last few=).

Let me start talking about my work...OKAY!!! IT'Z FREAKIING BUSY EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS DECEMBER!!! God, is like everyday 5++K =.=. I think my fatty boss should be happily counting this pipping hot money on his hand, like MUAHAHAHA~ MUUUUUNEEEHHHHHH~. Haha, although is busy, i still had fun working in my this stinky bbq part time job=).

Hmm, what'z next neh...ok about family and friendz then.

Huu~ My granny, who'z currently still staying in my house, still giving headache like almost everyday. What can we do, just have to endure to her shitty illness. There'z no one blame on coz it'z all up to her whether she wanna let go the matter and relax herself. Past matter really killz=.=.

Recently had just some stuff which had stuck in my brain for quite very long time. I know there'z some thing i should take initiative to do like but it happen in some which make don't feel like doing it coz there'z problem that i had which make doesn't feel like doing it, in order to avoid the person which i don't feel like going out with. It'z not like saying i doesn't regard her as a friend or what, but somehow i just to erase those ugly part which had remain in my memory about her coz it cause quite a big damage which me make turn ugly and got really annoy by anything she did and whatever she say. It'z freaking irritating and it'z getting on my nervez, all over my damn body. So i just want to stop this and make it "THE END" for this year. Damn those thing that happened, damn those action we did, and damn those shit we said...SHUT UP coz it'z over.

But anyway the truth is i really don't how i suppose to do and say. Or rather she might also hate me in some way, so that'z why i do not know what should do. I also know that if anyone of us don't act fast enough to break the ice, our fellow bf will get kinda impatient about it eh.

ALRIGHT then. Nonesense shall stop, life still have to go on and there'z other better thingz to do rather than sulking everyday about the same shitty matter which had passed, right?? Haha, i think i better sms my dumbdumb now. Gonna sleep soon too=.=, there'z all then.

CHIAO-SUUUU~

taken quite awhile back. X3

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Ah neh neh neh's day....~

2011-10-26T01:21:00.002+08:00

Yippee ya-ya yipee yipee yaaaa~

Huuhuu, i'm having my lovely off day tommorow=D.

...Ouch by the way.

Damn it seriously, my fucking back/waist is fucking painful for christ sake. Damn fucking painful can...argh, seriously i'm pissed because my damn back coz i don't even how in the earth i can injured my stupid back and got worst in this bloody morning. Star star square square=.=...i was like macchiam a veg on the damn bed when i woke up. Trying my fucking best to sit up when i wanna scream out damn loud out coz is really painful. I really don't like this shit at all. Ended up i nearly screw all the people i served today, my work place new myanmar girl and also some jackass passerby. Damn damn damn damn damn irritated by it. I was like frowning for the whole goddamn day. It'z suck to meet this kind of shit when you gonna work. Ahhh~ fuck it, anyway i gonna see the damn doctor on thursday as my mum ask me to=/.

Ah yes, another problem...my ill-ed granny is in the house.

She'z ill, mentally ill...

And is not a joke at all. It'z kinda pretty sad actually=(. Coz she wasn't able taken well at malaysia as some moron, or you can even say some idiotz, over there don't even know how to take care of her when she'z now having this problem. Fook them all seriously, freaking bastard/bitches. I don't understand what the fuck they are thinking. Selfish animal. And they taught me and made me feel/think that daughter are way better than son. Oh ya, one more thing...being married to someone, both of them should able or try to love, filial and take good care of your partner'z parent coz they are the one who brought your husband/wife to this world so that he or she can bloody marry you, so what they are nasty/horrible to you. Freaking disgusted to core. Damn, shall say no more.

Oh well, so many nonesense popping out non-stop...hmm shall go and play dragon nest to distress abit. HAHAHA, alright then. CHIAO-SUUU~

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I'm not their fan though, they're HOT here. LOLXD

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Chop chop chop...

2011-10-08T02:04:00.004+08:00

YESSSSS ARRRR~

Muahahaha, finally got to cut my damn messy dry hair today. WEEEE~ happy girl and happy hair XD.

Oh ya there'z another i had done today....MISSION 1ST ANNI IS ACCOMPLISHED~ WAHAHAHA~ you shall see stupid idiot dumb dumb a.k.a stupid hyper spoiler. Haha, seriously i really like what i'm gonna give him but i'm afraid that he might not really get surpise from it or whatever bad may happen=/ Oh well, i just hope he really like it=P. HAHAHA, i just don't know why i just wanna see him scream/get emotional/touched/shock or whatsoever stuff. HAHAHA~ getting all excited now.

I had quite nice day out with my sis and sidd bf=). Did some shopping, get my hair a good chopping and finding that stuff with my sis. My sis left us at around 7 plus, and we down to dhoby ghuat to play some L4D 2...it was bad coz we kept dying in one of stupid stage. The only word i can say is terrible. =.=...

Oh well, after that he send me off home and went to take the last bus back home. Stupid idiot, next time you do the same thing again, i not gonna talk to you and ignore you too, at all. Understand, stupid??

Haha, alright then. I think i shall head to bed soon, gonna work tomorrow. CHIAO-SU~

thank you, dear=3.

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YEAAAAAAAHHH~!!!

2011-09-24T02:01:00.003+08:00

Muahahahahaha~

Finally is saturday loh~ XD AHAHAHAHA, STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB IS COMING BACK SOOOOOON~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Hahaha, just too happy although this not the first time that we never met for two weekz. Happy happy happy~ weeee~

Ahhh, my mum neh...still having come back yet=.=. Thatz suckz man. Went to china a week, and now, went back to malaysia for like around 2 weekz ++. Gyabooo...=.= some more my dad will be joining her for a week too due to one of cousin is getting marry next month. Speechless anyway...=.= macchiam my mum is like doing some business trip to overseaz. Fly here and there...haiyo faster come back lah. Just feel weird that my mum wasn't around at home=.=. Too quiet...=(

Oh well, i think i shall head back to watch my Kaichou wa Maid-sama. Heehee, love this anime. Ok thatz all then. CHIAO-SUUU~^^

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F-I-S-H~...

2011-09-20T02:26:00.004+08:00

Yosh~

Blogging again loh. XD

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ i working at 4 tomorrow instead 12.30pm. Haha, happy me=D.

Oh ya, i remembered something delicious i had today for my break *slurp*. Haha, it'z some fried/bbq/grill fish coated and dipped in some yummy gravy and come together with curry rice and a slice of pan fried egg. Oh god, i can seriously tell you guyz that freaking food is freaking nice. Confirm plus chop. All thankz to my manager, LOL i meant in a good way ar, coz if he never asked me to help him to buy takeaway for him yesterday i don't i will even know that yummy-ilous thingy XD. If i not wrong the food stall is called what Riverside Indonesia Food whatsoever. Whatever it is, i freaking know where it is and i make sure to get my ass back there to eat it again. HAHAHA~ shall intro to my bf, i think he will love it X).

Ah it tuesday already loh...dear ar dear i'm missing you. I will make sure the first thing i saw you, i'm gonna tickle you like crazy, HAHAHA. Joking ar, but i can't guarantee that i won't do it. LOLXD.

Hahaha, i shall stop here then. Gonna continued playing Tetris Battle on FB, lol some recent addict =P. Ok then, CHIAO-SUUU~

I just love this couple in Skip Beat! XD

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Energy boost~...

2011-09-17T23:41:00.003+08:00

Gyabooooooooooo~

Yosh~ hihi bloggy and hihi to anyone who'z reading my blog. =)

Weeee~ power uppp!!! Haha, got back kinda lotz of energy back from my long hourz sleep=D. I slept like around 1030pm yesterday till this afternoon 1230pm, huuhuu shiok too the max. I was like in coma coz thru out the me sleep, i wasn't even interrupt by any noise or anything. Haha, like macchiam K.O. Weee~ i'm a happy girl~.

Today went to work as usual. Hmm, i think maybe because i got enough sleep thatz why today i didn't had any problem at work at all, haha. Actually not only that, coz today also got huiyi around too. Can talk quite alot stuff to her and also joke around with my work-mate. Haha, was kinda fun today=). Time passed fast than usual. Enjoyed working with huiyi, tun tun, zhen qiang and kian tao to L today, LOL.

Oh ya, when i talking with huiyi today, she mentioned about wordpress to me. Hmm, wordpress eh...kinda tempted to change my blog from blogger to wordpress. Lookz like more neater than blogger and more fun. But if i changed using wordpress, i definetely miss my blogger=(. Eeeyer sia, or maybe keep this blogger and just change using wordpress. Hmm, aiya i think i consider first then=/.

Haha, oh well shall stop here then. Gonna tried my luck at cabal today again. See whether sidd got online anot=/. CHIAO-SU~

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Nil....

2011-09-16T01:12:00.002+08:00

=(...

This is so not me, seriously. I thought i would alright that he'z not around for 2 weekz, like finding stuff to do when i having my off and kill me time on my sis'z lappy....but not even a week...I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! DX

WHERE ARE YOU STUPID IDIOT DUMD DUMD!!! WHY YOU NEVER MAKE ANY RESPONSE TO MY SMS THAT SENT IT TO YOU!!!!???? AND I'M FREAKING WORRIED WHEN YOU DIDN'T MAKE ANY REPLY COZ YOU SAID YOUR MUM'Z TOWN AREA IS FLOODING!!!! X( Stupid you, please sms me, find me at channel 10 at cabal at night or anything when you see this blog post, can??=( I feel like crying out really loud...stupid you X(.

Gonna hold a grip of myself. He'z definitely fine, very very fine. Everything is okay...

Alright, gonna sleep soon coz tomorrow gonna follow my mum to JB as she gonna do something over, and plus i have to go down to the damn fucking school settle the fee thingy as they called to my house said that if i didn't pay the feez by tomorrow, they gonna send me a court order. Oh well, whatever. =.=

Thatz all then, OYASUMI!!!

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weird emtpy feeling...

2011-09-13T02:12:00.002+08:00

Woosh...~

Stupid went back to Thailand for 2 weekz. Ahhh...it'z nothing special though but feel kinda not use to it=/. He'z having good slacking time over there and i'm busy working over here, argh jealous can LOL. Hope he can enjoy and relax over there well=).

Hmm, i think there'z nothing for me to blog for now. Gonna sleep now and my damn period is here torturing me=.=. Alright then, OYASUMI~!!!

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Nah, delicated for you since i didn't blog and delicate to my mum when she went to china. LOL!!! Ok lah, i miss you idiot =P.

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three dayz love~...

2011-08-27T21:56:00.002+08:00

Huuu...Hihi~

I'm here for blogging...duhhh=.=

Cold saturday ar. Kinda boring somehow, but i did enjoyed going out with my parent just now to West Coast Park to fly some kitez. Been quite a long since i was kid when my dad will bring the whole family to Marina South Park to fly kitez. Nostalgia eh...=)

Hmm, now i'm quite in a dilemma now. Should i go over or just stay at home?? Argh, irritating and my stupid waist is hurting again=/. Ahhhh alright, shall make a call see what he say then i make deicision.

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BOOOOOO....

2011-08-19T02:08:00.002+08:00

Boo...booo...booooo X(

Stupid you. Call again while gaming=.=. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid YOOOOOOOUUUU~!!!

Argh nevermind, shall blog while waiting for my dumb bf playing his game fighting boss.

Ahhhh, been work four dayz straight at the same timing, 12.30 to L everyday. Phew, i felt like as if i'm old coz i doesn't had that much energy that i used to have to work for long hourz. Super dead tired=.= even though i had 8 hourz of sleep but it feelz like is still not enough=(. I need my energy back, seriously.

Ok, now getting tired. Sad sia, i wanna sleep already and he'z still not done. Oh well, what can i do=.=. Damn, ok now got some random craving/urge to have one StarBucks drink, LOL. Maybe shall give it tomorrow then, enjoy the drink without him. HEEHEEHEE...

Ok i shall stop here then, hope tomorrow doesn't have any idiotic customer. Weee, CHIAO-SU~

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kukukukukuku....~

2011-08-10T03:10:00.003+08:00

>:/

Ah hohoho...

Ya right, 3.12am now and i'm blogging now=.=. Haiya anyway i'm waiting for my hair to dry up too. Hohoho...~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ sheeesh, wannna blog and i forgot what to blog=.=. What the hell i'm trying to do siol....=.= hmm, i think i shall blog about few thing which happened last few dayz then=).

Last saturday, spent the whole day with my sidd bf=). He came to my house at 11plus to surprise me with Mac Breakfast Deluxe=D. Really very sweet of him and also remembered get me a Milo with ice=). Once again thank you, dear=).

After having breakfast, we stayed awhile watching tv and talking to my mum. After that we went to town area to walk around, then headed down to tampines and took a cab down to IKEA to meet up my parent and sis to have a dinner there.

Kao about having dinner at IKEA on saturday was a horrible nightmare. I really hate to go down on saturday to dine there, is freaking horrible where the part you have turn nasty to get the a table when there is some retarded moron who just come out from nowhere and take your table away=.=.

Ok back to where i cut off, LOL. My bf and i had a fast dinner that day coz we were on the rush as my bf gonna jam at the later part of the day with his malay friend/band mate.

Went to the jamming studio straight after we finishing eating. We thought we gonna be late, but luckily we were the second to reach there. His malay friendz were nice and funny at the same time. Actually i was very happy that i could able to see my bf jam with his friendz=). It was awesome also at the same time to see people jamming in the studio. Cool max, love it=D. But abit too bad coz that day the singer wasn't free so there wasn't really had a proper singer to sing out all the songz. After the jam, all of us slack awhile and headed back home=). My bf and me had fun for the whole day although some lame shit happened to my bf'z bro and affected my bf quite badly=/.

The End for the last saturday....

ARGH, so boring seriously>:(. Nothing much for me to do on my sis'z lappy. Only Facebook, tumblr and the SIM3. B-O-R-I-N-G...how i wish i some game console at home. PS3 or anything will do=). Ok, gonna end here. Cannot tahan already, gonna sleep now. Ok then, OYASUMI....!!!

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Ya right, left, up and down...

2011-07-17T01:35:00.004+08:00

Boooooooooooooo~

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOP lah hor. =.=

It'z getting boring already, nah...same joke. Retarded joke. How thingz wanna turn out to be, i don't really need or want to understand and know why. No matter how we hope for or on, is not gonna work out. Coz we alwayz wanted to let otherz to know our stand and how we feel, but no one seriously willing to be the first to realise and put ourselvez in other people shoez. Sometime i really wonder how long more i can't endure this retarded feeling about everything...ha, i guess it will be never ending to me...because i had been taking thingz too seriously to my heart and i'm not really fully using my army of brain cellz to think.

Jealousy and petty...what an ugly feeling for those. It really make feel ugly, never once liked it.

AHHHHHHHHH~ NNNNNNNBBBBBBBBB....!!! star star square square, argh!!! I'm so sorry and pity to people who passby and read my blog. Hopefully you guyz don't really fully understand what i meant and affected to anyone of you who having problemz with relationshipz and friendshipz=). Now i understand that some people come in and goes off in our very own life...Sadly but yes.

Ok, enough ranting.

Ah ya, gonna do some serious saving. Shall skip my useless classes for some dayz and earn abit more. Hopefully i save up to the amount that i can use it on. I wish i can go somewhere nice with my sidd bf before getz into army=). But don't know he can save up or not =.=, ooopz =P. Ah, and to forget about the taiwan trip with BS13=). Hopefully we can make it there together=D.

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A song to my love. =)

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=(...

2011-07-14T02:01:00.004+08:00

*not really very happy now...*

Yaya, i hate how i feel now. Yesterday put such a loving post but now today i gonna rant on my blog at this post. I don't how i should put this...maybe is my fault that i didn't asked you what are you doing over the phone or tell you that i want to talk to you. I just don't know, i just felt that you're still wanna find wayz to win your gamez and not done with it like you gonna make sure you gonna win at that stage. I'm alright if you tell me like "dear, wait ar...i try again see whether i'm able win the fucking gay shit on my PSP now", and i won't feel like you're not free to talk. Suddenly silence over phone, i thought you still doing something but i heard you starting to play the game again...at first when i heard it, i was like haha somebody is still not giving up but........AH WHATEVER. I don't know whether because i was also on the lappy checking out my CSI thingy thatz why you think you may able to play your psp while waiting when you think i may stuck on it quite long. I don't wanna know lah, i'm too grumpy to think and even talk now....

Ahhh fuck but i don't wanna get and sound demanding again. I really feeling abit tooo sian about this matter. This is serious not a freaking deal, but i still upset about it. COZ I WANT TO HAVE A HAPPY CHAT YOU OVER THE PHONE NOT TALKING TO YOU UNHAPPILY AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T LIKE IT AND I KNOW SO ARE YOU TOO!!! i hate it when you start apologizing over the phone when you start to notice it.=(.

STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB X(

Stupid handz having plaster again...=.=

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You and Me...

2011-07-13T04:25:00.003+08:00

Haha, just one and only picture post for today.

May the force by with us~ Love you, sidd/Darth Vader=)).

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Short short very short post....

2011-07-08T01:19:00.002+08:00

Hi *yawnz*.

Damn, i told my bf that i'm not blogging but i ended up to blog. LOL.

Hmm....ok, i would like to say is up till now from the start of the July...this month suckz big time. Fooking emotion torture for this month. Very bad situation pop out, and it'z so late some more. Never seriously cried out that badly as before. Impact was very terrible, seriously what kind bad joke is this. Never been such a let down that badly because of just one mistake which can be prevented had been over seen by me and bf who is blaming himself that he did not notice it. I was so ready for it, and now this fooking damn joke just pop out and said "BOO!!! you're dead!". How nice of it har...so what, i still have go on. I'm not gonna stop by anything because of this silly stupid matter which was badly handled by me. Fook it and fook off...

I'm not gonna give up, i gonna fight for what i want.

Alright then, gonna sleep now. Tomorrow gonna go UNIVERSAL STUDIO with my birthday girl, mei luan=D. Haha, OYASUMI~

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BOO!!!

2011-06-23T00:36:00.005+08:00

Beauty (him) and the Beast (me)...LOL

I'm here to blog again loh...~

Damn don't know how many donkey dayz and weekz since i last blog. LOL. Haha i'm quite impress actually...coz i'm still blog like around one time in month to continue make my this pathetic blog alive X). Someone should be still STALKING my blog since he know that my blog is dead for quite some time, and must be happy now coz i'm back to business, LOL.

Yaya, there'z quite of number of thingz happened and learnt for the passed few weekz. Like example the nasty one was got into a very intense/upset matter with my bf. Ho-ho, thatz was "quite" a scene we made at that time. Damn, it was like i was unhappy with him about the smoking matter and treated his cigarette as his precious, and i started to felt freaking not happy coz he didn't really make any difference about it then i shut him out without telling him any thing when he kept asking me 'what'z wrong' 'why i'm like this', ended he started to feel helpless and got angry too. He walked his own way, i walked mine....nah, you seriously think walking off and leave the matter like will help us in anything? uh-uh nope, and at all. Ended up we cried, vented, throw everything out, sayang-ed, understand-ed, hugged and kissed. Tadah~ settled, case closed.

Luckily we only just reacted that way coz we were unhappy. I really don't wish to have a bad argument with him. I rather disturb him, make fun of him, tickle him, joke around with him and love him=). Every single person had their own stress and problem. Listen and understand or try standing on their position to think. Not every thing are complicated as it seemz, but firstly of all you should have a clear mind to think of wayz to deal thingz with.

Enough talking about my BGR thingy liaozxzx. LOLXD~ Hmm, ok...fook i remember something=.=...TODAY IS MUM'Z BIRTHDAY!!! GODDAMN IT...!!! AND I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT, WTFFF....!!! ahhh damn it, cake is needed for sure.

OK gonna cool down...hmm i should i blog....hmm.

Ok, hmm ok. I don't know what should i say or how should i put this. You asked me why i had nothing to say or talk about when i met up with you girlz?? Is it whether i never meet up with them quite awhile??...I don't think is because i had too long never meet up with them which make me had nothing to talk or say to them. No matter how long you never been meet up with your friend, especially friendz which u called "buddy", there will still be same bonding as how it used to be like last time. People may change but not friendship. My love for my friendz will be still the same, unless it had been damage, hurt, misunderstand or betray. Maybe i just will never understand about anything coz i never been told or said before. My mouth and anger will alwayz say 'i don't care' 'it'z none of my business' or whatsoever reason, but i know for sure no matter what i still care. No one really actually wanna ask why, so i kept myself quiet. I been hurt before so i don't mind carry on being like this. Misunderstanding in friendship hurtz. I hate to avoid and also hate people to avoid too. If you truly treat me as your friend, ask me out and tell me how you feel me about. Up to you whether you wanna scream throat out but no vulgarity coz i will make sure you get it too. Simple as that, easy like ABC. I will listen but i can't guarantee i will change coz thatz me but i can try adjust and be better=).

I know after saying all this, you may think like it is totally no link about why i never talk to them. Seriously i don't know why i didn't talk, and those were what i feel, think and believe.

ARGH AHHHHH ENOUGHHHHHHH, i seriously hate problem=.=. Haiyo, how to do...thingz happened already and cannot be undone too. Blah blah blah...argh sibei wu liao lah hor. =.=

Ok lah, gonna sleep now. Schooling tomorrow, aww. LOL, i'm a good girl and i go school ON TIME...XD okok don't wanna fool around in my blog liao. OYASUMI~^^

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May the force be with youuuu...

2011-05-02T01:12:00.003+08:00

Darth Vader: *hoooowwl* Ruixian, i'm your boyfriend....*hoooooowwl*
Me: O.O!!! *gasp*

LOLOLOL. Recent joke on sidd aka my dear bf tl. XD

IT'Z MAYYYYYYY~!!! oh man, one month passed again. Kinda fast eh, hopefully i really can absord all the learning and studying now. I'm slow but i willing to give it a try=). What kind of stress i never been through before, those shall be challenge then .*roar*

It'z been weekz that i had not been blogging since my last post at april 3th=.=. Super dead blog and blogger who lovez to keep her blog dead, LOL. Nah, anyway it makez no different whether i blog anot coz not much or not even a single soul will want to check out my blog to kpo on. I know some does, but i think i able to count the numberz using my both of handz or maybe just one will be enough XD. That'z how dead or whatever my blog workz =P. Hohoho~

Hmm, about my life till now...hmm busy?? i don't know but it seem to be this way for now coz i gonna go sch in the morning from monday to friday, after that gonna go straight down to work in the afternoon at Paragon and sometimez at Tangs. Plus recently my schedule is back to those dayz which i only can off on one day a week. Shag huh, but i'm alive LOL. Time planning is freaking tied for me plan timez for friendz who i promised to meet up soon to=/ feel so bad gonna really find solution for it sooonX/ but time for my bf, luckily he'z working at Fish n Co and i able spend an hour plus with him till his last bus home. Short but still worth it=).

Unhappy-ed, upset-ed...but in the end, Smile=)

Heehee, that'z all i think=). Ok gonna play some gamez before sleeping. OYASUMI and CHIAO-SUUU~

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D=...

2011-04-03T20:12:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhh~

What'z wrong, what'z the matter?? Why so boring?? WHHHHYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Damn, last night today at my grampy'z house. Enjoyed and relaxed, but i hate the fucking weather in the afternoon. Roting around in the house with that kind of heat = mental and physical torture=.=. Okay, sorry i think make it sound abit too serious. Nah, the heat really killed me=.=.

To think about leaving tomorrow morning, the time really past abit fast for this trip. Hmm, weird eh. Ah shit, the bad thing about tomorrow is gonna travel by ferry instead of flying by plane=.=. This is bad, really really bad. I don't know how the hell i can survive tomorrow trip to my mum'z hometown.

Naiz...shall stop ranting at here then. Gonna go do my packing now. Chiao-su~

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林俊傑 - 當你...

2011-03-16T03:28:00.004+08:00

如果有一天　我回到從前
回到最原始的我　你是否會覺得我不錯
如果有一天　我離你遙遠
不能再和你相約　你是否會發覺我已經說再見

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
當你說今天的煩惱　當你說夜深你睡不著
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道

如果有一天　夢想都實現
回憶都成了永遠　你是否還會記得今天
如果有一天　我們都發覺
原來什麼都可以　我們是否還會停留在這裡

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
當你說今天的煩惱　當你說夜深你睡不著
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道

也許空虛讓我想得太多　也許該回到被窩
夢裡會相遇　就毫不猶豫　大聲的說我要說

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
啦～　啦～
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道
啦～　啦～

Some seem to be similar, and some soundz familiar. =) AY and AM. HEEHEE~!!!

to be continued...

Angry earth=(...

2011-03-13T01:10:00.004+08:00

say cheese~ =D

Yosh~

Hahaha, i know his photo is abit off topic for what i wanna blog now ar. Just wanna make him see it and "eeeeeee, wth/wtf...noooooo.....~!!!" in front of his lappy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, evil me XD.

Ahhh ya. Earth-sama is really very angry with Japan eh...poor them=(. After tsunami and earthquake, now is nuclear explosion=.=. Never ending trouble, mother nature really wanna punish us all, i think. Nah, nothing can be done for now. Damage had been done is done. Just need to carry on with life and try to save our ass for more incoming trouble and disaster. Tiobo?? =/ But sure is frightening.

Ok, next topic.

Hmm, what kind of friend i am to my friendz?? I have been wondering to myself this few dayz. I know that some of the thingz really need to have someone to make a move to do then thing may get better or cleared...i just don't know. What had gone wrong and why...?? Who can i get the answer from and what make you guyz think about me this way... Ah anyway, i'm not trying get myself into troublez or what. I just wanna know is it some how or what i did or done something which i didn't even realised it was wrong or what to offend or make you guyz disappointed or sad...i'm sorry if i really did that. But do anyone really think that i'm really felt sorry about everything or i just can't be bothered anymore...?? or maybe "sorry" is just a word which doesn't help at all...but i just wanna say is by saying "sorry" to a person, face to face, it does really need a great big courage and without any trace in your mind thinking that, "ahhh fuck ok i lose, happy??" and most importantly, you're really mean it. Sometime by saying to sorry, doesn't mean i lose or what...is just because like somehow people still do some stupid idiotic brainless thingz and stuffz to hurt otherz, like your family and friendz, and while you yourself know that is wrong or you done it without using your damn brainz to think. I really got to admit, up till now sometime i still do and say thingz without using my goddamn brainz to think. People really does make mistake, although is an excuse for that, LOL. This paragraph is so long-winded eh, LOL.

OH YAAAAA~!!!! I WANNA GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!! anyone anyone???? LOL but gonna wait for me to come back m'sia then can go=.=. I miss the mummy ride XD.

Okok, i gonna bath soon else tomorrow i will working like some dead zombie again=.=. CHIAO-SUUUUU~

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Zon-ed...

2011-03-05T18:58:00.002+08:00

o.O...

Ok, i'm too hungry to think anything now=.=... Oh ya, my sis coming back today man...aww man LOL joking nia=D. Haha, wazzapp her yesterday and trying irritate her by asking her to bring me back Bo Luo Bao for me from Hong Kong. HAHAHA, i know is impossible coz by the time it brought back here in sg, it will be defintely cannot be eaten XD. Gonna fetch her later at the airport with my parentz and stupid idiot dumbdumb aka nori-kun too^^. Shun bian scout my VS Delicate Petal there=) hopefully they have it there.

Huuhuu just nice, my dad is home-ed=D. Ok gonna get ready now. Chiao-su~ Meatballllll here i come again~

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High high high high...~

2011-03-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

Weee~

Now inside my room, all alone....HAHAHAHA MY SIS NOT HOME FOR A WEEK!!!! MUAHAHA~ Gonna rape her lappy until i very satisfy XD. Ah...hmm i think my sis able to reach wazzapp there. Don't there got any wifi or anything in her hotel she'z staying, hmm should have i think=/.

Boooorrrriiiinnnnggggg....ahhh~ Sian sia, don't why feel so sian. =.= Boring eh?? ha, whatever. I wish i can sleep to kill my boring-ness. Yawnzxzx~ =.= Anyway nothing mucht to blog too. No more nonsense will be a great help for me not to feel freaking tiring. Oh ya, if there will some surprise for me, i defintely will be happy. Hmm, i want surprise surprise leh...LOLXD

Heehee, don't know how would someone will react when he got to read my this blog post when i say i didn't update my blog to him. I think he defintely will be like "WEIIII~ eee you bluff me~!!!" Heeheehee, yeah shall annoy and disturb more but not far too much at the same time=).

Kaykay, shall talk to him now on the phone properly. Chiao-su~

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High high~ i'm so high~...

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Always, Forever, Eternity...

2011-02-17T02:41:00.003+08:00

Oh fook, i'm still infront of my sis'z damn lappy and now i'm still freaking blogging. Oh my allah ar...!!! *no offence, just using the god in malay to replace the eng version.*

Ok, back to business.

Ah, Valentine'z Day had just passed not long ago eh. Hmm i really had a great day out with my kareshi=). I love you, and your "primary" hand-drawn valentine'z card. LOL, i think i gonna find something to keep it nicely=).

Hmm, this few dayz i had been feeling restless, like as if i short of energy or power. I'm alright, but i get some terrible headache for no reasonz. Ok, i actually kinda worried about my health eh. Hopefully it'z just some normal headache=/. Gonna force myself drink more water and healthier food. Yeah, and hell yeah.

=.=...ok i think i better sleep now. Else i will not get enough sleep i want=(. OYASUMI~

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HUAT AR~!!!....

2011-02-02T23:38:00.004+08:00

HUAT AR~!!! LOLxzxz.

Hahaha, juz finished my reunion dinner with my family. Hee, freaking nice dinner=).

Wee, 15 more minutez and it'z the first day of Chinese New Year=D. Feel kinda happy, although i can't get alot ang bao in Singapore. Nah, as long i'm enjoying the festival celebration, every will be good enough=).

Sian, why is still raining?? =( was intended to go out to have a spin on my dad'z lorry and go out as a family when we used to do that when my sibling and i were little. Sian, can't do that today but hopefully can do that tomorrow=) AND YES, it'z time for me to wear my lovely tokidoki shoez out for a walk loh~ WEEEEEEEEEE~ muahahaha.

Hohoho, ok then. Shall go and click around in FaceBook while waiting for nori-kun to call=). Chiao-su and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!! GONG XI HUAT CAI AR....~!!! XD

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=(

2011-01-21T03:50:00.003+08:00

I really what the fuck i'm trying to do.

This is stupid, i can't even handle my fucking emotion properly. Nice, i affected the another party. Good job ar, liew ruixian. Go and bang the damn wall seriously hard as my reward eh.

Sorry that i still can't express myself well enough...
Sorry that i still can distract by one eyed monster easily...
Sorry that i alwayz slience inside the phone and saying "nothing" "i don't know" when there'z something...
Sorry that i lied...
Sorry...

I don't know how to put this...but i'm really happy to have you as my bf coz you make me feel i'm a lucky girl who have a bf like you=) ily, yoshi nori.

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Nanananananana....~

2011-01-03T01:24:00.003+08:00

Na na na na na na na na na na na na....~ ROFL.

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2010-12-30T00:00:00.002+08:00

Yosh~

Back to blog again although i blogged not long ago, lol.

This few dayz the weather was freaking cooling and cold at the same time. Too cooling until it makez me wanna sleep longer inside my bed XD. I wonder how does it really feel like staying in a place filled with snow and cold icy air...cold eh, but i think somehow it may calm me. A place with icy cold air, treez and grassez all filled with snow on them and greyish feel when it start to snow, and i can see myself breathing out smoke from my mouth...calm and quiet. I think it will be nice if there'z a swing there for me to sit=).

There'z something i been thinking for the whole day today....How does it feel when someone laugh at your pain and mistake, and keep saying about your pain and mistake and to turn it to a joke and laugh until they doesn't care how does that person feel??

Sometime i really wonder do those people really know what they are trying to do, or to say what they are doing actually. Do they ever had this kind of shit happened on them or they just wanna pick on those people who they think they can pick on. Frankly i had to confess i really did those shit before, but it taste nice at all coz whenever i think back, it taste freaking horrible. I finally understood why and what makez me did those shit....some joke are not funny as it seem after repeating it over and over again. It may cost a huge damage on otherz and makez your mouth stinkz at the same time. Understand?? Don't understand, then i shall wish you good luck then. People will learn lesson after they met with their "classroom with nice looking teacher" in it.

Haiya, come on liew ruixian, how many brain cell do you wanna kill seriously=.=. But i won't fuck my own life coz i still able walk around, earning money, talk, shout, scream and my family with me, staying cozy in my home=). This is my life, i shall have it in my own way and make my life a colourful one=)

Ok i seriously gonna stop blogging man. LOL, gonna bathe now. LOL chiao-su~

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it doesn't matter anymore...

2010-12-27T20:18:00.006+08:00

Hmm, few more dayz and it'z gonna be a brand new year again loh. Yawnz eh?? Whatever=/.

Yeah as usual, hopefully next year will be brighter year than this year. Gonna let those nonsense perish with this last few dayz of this year. Fook it and thank you. It'z doesn't matter anymore...i sick of everything i'm experiencing and i had myself burst out at my peak of my limitz. Thankz, i'm still don't appreciate everything that i got. I feel so fake, i can't smile normally i used to. I shall hide myself up and cool down. I'm ok to be with myself, and outside the world, there is other thingz i can do and work of, and maybe i can get to meet some interesting thingz and peepz=). Gonna do thingz in my own way, not following what otherz told me to do. Hate me or love me, ya right anyway i don't care anymore...i say it, i mean it.

Ha, someone had been some where nice for two dayz loh. Oh ya, and today is the 1st day, after i attached to someone for 2monthz++, having my lovely off day at home and being a couch potato for a day=D. LOL, i think if he read this, he should be say, "Okay loh...~" HAHAHA, ok lah poor dude alwayz kena bullied and teased by me X). Hopefully he'z having fun there with his family and being a good boy there too. Someone should know what i meant lah hor. HEEHEE!!!

Ok lah, play with my gamez and watch videoz again. Chiao-su~

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Rot, Melt and Freeze...

2010-12-10T16:32:00.003+08:00

Huuuuuuuuu~

HA, let me see....ah ha been staying at my grampy place for 5 dayz already. Ok today'z weather is freaking hot and i'm melting right now=.=, not like last few dayz the weather was freezing cold. LOL, hot and cold eh.

Freaking happy coz i got to sleep alot and get back all my sleep i should had. HOHOHO~ i'm a happy girl now=).

Been at my aunt place for last two dayz. Seeing my relative busy arranging and doing all the wedding stuff, buffet and busying making the "wedding punishment" (LOL!!! coz they also got use wasabi XD). For the buffet thingy, i nearly died=.=. My aunt and uncle keep ask me to eat eat eat when i already like rising the white flag and surrender, LOL. Funny eh, when i'm in sg there'z people trying to stop me for eating too much but when i'm in m'sia there'z people trying to ask me to eat more when i already cannot make it. LOL weird to the max.

There'z another funny thing too, whenever i took out my apple-kun to play some gamez, there will be one swamp of kidz surround me up and ask me alotz of question about the game or say how they know and play the gamez. LOL, i didn't know iphone is a magnet to attract kidz XD.

2monthz loh and still counting on...hohoho~ someone should be counting down now. I will be back, LOLXD.

Okok stop here then, chiao-su~

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BOO~

2010-11-22T00:56:00.007+08:00

Boo!!!

Ok time check: 0233am.

LOL, i still awake when i supposed to get myself ready to enter my lalaland on my fluffy bed-o. Anyway i just ended my call with my love=). And i must try harder to concentrate on our call for every phone call, hell yeah. *roar*

Ho-ho, yesterday i had a funny 21st birthday surprise from my lovely cliquez, The Usual Four and The Ni Family. LOL, it was a simple celebration held at the Sky Garden at my area. I really did enjoy it=) Thankz for the poladroid and the lovely funny scrapebook.

I wonder what will happen this few dayz...hmm=/

Okok gonna stop here and get my ass to sleep. OYASUMI~!!!

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Puffy Love...

2010-11-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

Ha!!! tsk...another boring feeling day again=.=

I wondering why i thinking those not so "important" stuff when i should be ignoring it and happily doing my own stuff. Hmm, weird eh but i just can't help it. It really does bother me, and feel fooking irritated by it too. And tell me, do anyone seriously know what i'm talking about and how i feel at all this time??

No matter how hard a person wanna try, there'z still thingz in the wayz trying to stop you and not allowing you to make it happened. TADAH~ congratulation ar *throwing colour paper all over*.

Choose one - will listen to both side of the story or just listen to one side of the party, then make your point of view on it?? and why??

Oh ya, thankz to someone for the cream puff^^. Ok, i will stop here then. Chiao-su~

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Lily Darling~...

2010-11-03T00:31:00.004+08:00

free loot given by jollybean aunty^^

Huuhuu~

November loh...~

Ha, getting nearer each day to my boring looking birthday although i gonna celebrate my 21st birthday this year=.=. Sian eh, what to do leh...i really can't think of anything at all, i only know is i wish, hope and want my damn birthday to be a fun and joyful one this year with every single friendz of mine and not to forget my love one and the Liew Family. How i really can i seriously make it happen in this short period of time...stuipd me=.=. Ahhh nevermind...

How come i can't express out thingz that how i feel when i freaking happy and loved by someone, and let him know i really do happy to be with him and love him too....eeeeeeeeeeeee aiyoyo i really very bad and suckz at this man, argh freaking stiff to the max=.=. Poor lily....LOLOLOL~!!!! anyway i try some other form of wayz to let that someone know, ok?? XD

Ok lah gonna finish up my food else someone will be dying soon. LOL!!! ok chiao-su^^

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...?

2010-10-26T00:48:00.004+08:00

Yosh~

Ok firstly of all i would to like say is....i miss my blog. LOL!!! HAHAHA, ok i really never had time to use my sis lappy to update myself and blog all kind of rubbish when i used to. LOL, cannot really blame me ar coz my life got alittle bit changez and additional of sugar and spice. LOL, hao lian siol~ XD

Ha, what should i blog neh?? Hmm...don't know still got any weird passerby or stalker view my damn old outdated stupid looking blog. LOL, haiya do you think i seriously care. Sian ar anyway, see my damn blog looking sooooooo boring.

Ok lah, i think i stop here then. Gonna call someone loh~ XD

*picz updated on 30 Octorber 2o10.

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Hihi=)...

2010-10-08T01:45:00.003+08:00

HEEHEEHEE....~

Goodbye stupid September, and HELLLOOOO OCTOBER....~ Ok, i freaking late to say those but you think i care, HA!

Weee, this the 1st October post for 2010 man. LOL, as usual should not miss out a month, just post any rubbish or whatsoever to update can liao. Change song for my bloggy, post nonsense again....blah blah blah ok stop, what i should i blog actually?? LOL, ok i really don't know XD.

Good thingz really do happened on me=), but nasty looking gloomy thingz really like to happened on me too=/. How i supposed to stop thinking when thingz i got to saw and heard from?? I really don't like these shit at all....it freaking me out at the same time. Everything really happen to me were all freaking new. Fear until that bad is really my first time....why i fear until that bad?? Think before asking me or don't even bother to ask me if you really never think at all.

Hmm now i'm recalling back some thingz, some stuffz really made me laugh. Gosh, does it really everyone lifez and thingz happened on them really look exactly the same to every single one people living in these damn earth?? Seriously, i don't and can't agree at all. Thingz which happened on us got their own reasonz, sometimez it may due to our own cause too. What should i suppose to do actually...come on man i maybe stupid or dumb in some wayz but i'm not a person who don't know what thingz are on. I can feel, i know somethingz are still no right. But when i try to make it right, there'z not even a chance given to me to let me work on. Are you seriously happy right now?? No, i don't see any happiness. All are just dumb fog which can't hide thing properly. Say only nia, who don't know. But sometimez when saying some thingz really can hurt someone, and don't push people away when they care and concern....

Haiz, this is stupid anyway. I don't why i must be treated in that way...i really don't like it, and it really creep me out...and please come back to normal, please.

Ok, gonna stop here liao. Better head to my bed now and sleep. Gonna wake up later see my parent off to the airport at 5 =.=...hahaha OYASUMI~!!!!

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=.=...

2010-09-16T02:56:00.004+08:00

"How could this happened again...."

Ha, what thing?? That thing, this thing, what thing...whatever lah hor.

I hate myself man, i really don't understand why does it have to be turn out to be this way...is it i too weak or something else?? I really don't understand it at all. What i can say is, "I feel freaking terrible and sad...". It was sweet for those moment, but when you know you can't even get it, it become bitter...really very bitter. To suffer for the second time, in a different way, the impact still very painful, you know. LOL. Why is kind of shit alwayz happen on meeeeeee~ =(

Dear God, please tell me who is that stupid slow mr right or left really willing to care about me!!!!!!! LOL, i must be really crazy liao man.

Ok, i might be quite stupid and sad right now...BUT i will be back for sure coz this kind of rubbish i still can handle it. HAHAHA~

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I wonder...

2010-09-10T03:53:00.000+08:00

Yosh~

Nyahaha, time check: 3.45am. LOL, what the hell~ i'm still awake and blogging when i should be in the bed sleeping. I'm so dead later in the afternoon man, still gonna be a alarm clock after waking up later and to wake that someone to wake up too. LOL, so i really gonna post a short fast post X).

Ha, i think i didn't blog for quite a long time. Kinda lazy somehow, hmm maybe there'z nothing post about too. LOL, boring eh?? What to do, unless there'z something nice and shocking happen on me but nothing scary at the same too, LOL. Oh ya, 9 more dayz to Genting trip with The Ni Family. YESH, but the sad part is not full member going coz jy couldn't make it=(. Hopefully we can go other trip to other placez together=).

Huuhuu~ i think blog till here then. Gonna sleep loh coz flying kitez later, hopefully is gonna be real freaking fun, weeeeee~

Ok, OYASUMI~^^

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Hmm...

2010-08-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

YOSH~!!!

Hmm, i think i had 4dayz straight "off" eh...naiz, what so nice about it when your mind is bother by other stuff which can't make you relax at all. Yeah, i'm damn freaking sorry that i just only SMS instead of CALLING for my absence for my work. Yes, once again i make myself cry again. Till now i still having a terrible headache, my face is still frowning due to the achez. I seriously know don't what to do, i know there'z not much people to work for yesterday but my body doesn't allow me to work. Yeah, now my manager definitely is fucking disappointed but i really doesn't mean it. How to say, i can tell there'z no way for me to explain anyway. All i can do is cry and apologise...frankly speaking i don't even care about this job at all. So please give up hope on me, i only just wanna do thingz which i was order to do. Simple as that, nothing else. Fire me off, if i still carry on doing thingz which you hate it at all. I know you are fucking fed up with me, already.

This few day thingz happen alot. I don't know but this suckz. All are negative thingz which can make a human get sick easily and have lotz of unhappiness and sorrows. Who will eventually like all this shit happen on them?? Unless you are some sort people who like to pray in the middle of the night, drawing star/circle look alike on the floor or wall and cutting yourself or doing small sacrifice at the same time=/ Bodoh, right?? What can i say, these are part of the life too. Feel from it and learn from it.

Fooking annoying post, again. Sorry to sore you guy'z eyez again, and by the way thankz for concern from you guyz although i was pissed by some of the comment i heard from, but still thankz, i really do appreciate. =)

Oh ya, I WANNA HAVE A CYCLING OUTING for the next the Ni Family meet up...is like so long time ago that we last cycle. LOL, i really hope everyone agree and all attend too. Hopefully i get the good new^^.

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Creepy eh, but quite addictive=)

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DX...

2010-08-13T03:55:00.004+08:00

Huuhuu~

Gosh, i'm freaking awake at this hour when i should be on my comfy bed-o sleeping. LOL you think i care?? Of coz not lah XD...

Super happy right now, coz i got to download some new song to updated my playlist^^. Ok, thatz too lame to happy though, but don't know why just feel so happy o.O...i think i must be mad already. LOL~ Oh ya, can't wait to have shopping later at the afternoon, together shopping partner BOSS~!!! LOL, oh ya and JANE YOONG LIYUN if you happen to read my blog, you better get your ass to meet us later for dinner. I don't care whether you have no money or whatsoever, just come and thatz it. LOLOL~!!!

......

Hmm, anyway there'z some thingz getting fishy. I don't know what is all about and what'z going on, i think my guessing should be somewhere around there...hmm if it really is, i gonna say is some thingz are just really very simple, not very complicated and i can confirm thatz not the thingz you're thinking. =) Else i fear thingz will get very messy as it seem, coz i don't wish that scenario to happen in my life again=/...

Ok seriously, i really go and get myself to sleep or i will be dead later=.=...OYASUMI~^^

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slice of life...

2010-07-28T20:47:00.004+08:00

Naiz...

Once again, i done something stupid again....Shit that paper and fuck my careless-ness. This time is really my goddamn fault, and the mess is bigger than i can think of. I think i smell some bbq cuttlefish...and i'm not sure whether i can surive for tomorrow. This is bad, really really bad. Hopefully i didn't hai dao otherz who are not involved. Nevermind, i knew this will come sooner or later....=/

*yawns*

Hmm, stayed at home for the whole day, only went out to get some food to stuff myself in the afternoon. Sometime staying at home is really nice, you do everything in slow motion and rot-ing in the house lazily. Even blogging right now, i feel freaking lazy and relax.

Sometime all those standing everyday in my life while working, really make me feel freaking worn out coz it causez me some sorez and painz on my back, waist, shoulderz, and my neck. Frankly speaking, these stiffness that lies on me are really torture. Itz had there since i started working long timez and hourz at ToriQ. Haiz, i can't blame anyone to this coz the place i'm working in is having shortage of manpower, not much of suitable peepz for this kind of job, especially nowaday people only want to work on nice easy placez. Coz this job to them is a torture to them. Ha, this stupid anyway...No pain no gain. With all this unhappiness, problem, complaint and blah blah blah thingy, which make people to stress of, going on in my life...i still choose to carry on walking. Life is not alwayz that sweet as you can think of coz you will still met to something unpleasant in your life. These are just some only, there'z alotz more which you can't imagine of....

Boring eh?? I think type too much theory looking thingy on top there. LOL, blogging this shit out sometime really make me feel better but making otherz having hard time to read at the same time. X)

Ok, gonna continue youtube-ing loh~

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崇拜 - 梁静如

2010-07-23T03:51:00.004+08:00

你的姿態你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

我活了我愛了我都不管了
心愛到瘋了恨到酸了就好了
可能的可以的真的可惜了
幸福好不容易怎麼你卻不敢了呢

我還以為我們能不同於別人
我還以為不可能的不會不可能

你的姿態你的青睞
我存在在你的存在
你以為愛就是被愛
你揮霍了我的崇拜

風箏有風海豚有海
我存在在我的存在
所以明白所以離開
所以不再為愛而愛
自己存在在你之外

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MINIONS~!!!

2010-07-14T04:48:00.003+08:00

HA!!!

Watched Despicable Me with my sis last night at the Cathay Cineleisure. I'm so going to grab one minion to hang it on my bag man. LOL, this is a super CUTE movie lah~ X)

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Speechless...

2010-07-08T00:57:00.004+08:00

I don't get it, why does must thingz should turn out to be that way after my manager got us together, had a mini meeting and trying to sort thingz out??

And yeah, so what i really feel upset anout the stuff i heard from my manager, but seriously is there a need to tell every single thingz to your wife and making EVERY single turn out to be so complicated like there'z something fishy or funny is going on. Knnbccb, this is fucking annoying. You tell everything to your damn wife, then your damn wife, who also my mum'z manager, went to tell my mum, AND FINALLY my mum come back home ask me this and that.....FUCK YOU LAH, FUCK YOU ALL SERIOUSLY. I hate you you you.......................

Deleted. I wrote this shit when i freaking emotional at the same time. Sorry to those who see this nasty post. This is just some anger post nia=) - updated on 11july2010.

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Huuhuu~

2010-07-04T15:49:00.006+08:00

AHAHAHA~

Boring eh?? Heeheeheeheeheehee.

Kao, the weather is freaking shiok to the max. Freaking coooolddd...~ brrrrr. Nice, i like^^. Hohoho, can wear jacket loh. Ok, got nothing to blog seriously. LOL.

Last night rot-ing session with the Ni Family was fun. LOL.

Ok, i go downstair buy tibbitz loh...~^^

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Hope to Hopeless...

2010-07-01T01:47:00.006+08:00

I really don't know what to blog now at this hour. I should be on my bed sleeping...but somehow i had been bothered by some thingz which make me can't sleep early.

I had enough already. No matter how much i think or complaint about it, i still don't dare to do anything. Feel freaking lousy for the pass few dayz, but right now i feel damn fine after calming myself down. I think i'm too freaking lame to have that kind of feeling, and yeah so what i did give up denying and said "yes, i really did like..." what so ever. Fook it lah, Liew Ruixian. This is seriously so lame, like making myself happy for no reasons.

Anyway i should jolly well forget it since i doesn't even dare to do anything, some more he doesn't seem react to anything and lately he seem to like bo chup. Seeking a person attention is really very hard, especially the person you really like or wat so ever thingy. Ok, frankly speaking i sad and tired to do anything. Why must i be the one doing this shitty thing? When will it SERIOUSLY REALLY be my turn when someone i love to know, wantz to know me too and doing thingz to get my attention or even chat with me first??

Fook my life, anyway. This post is getting freaking despo and i really need get out of here to sleep. Annoying me=.=

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HAPPY LAU DOU DAY~!!!

2010-06-20T21:26:00.002+08:00

LOL~

Huuhuu, Just treat my lame dad to eat KFC just now. LOL, i don't why so funny man but my dad today is abit noisy than usual coz he talk alot today. HAHA, some more he'z too stuffed coz we ate too many stuff. LOL, nice dating dinner with dad anyway=)

Yesterday night went to tl'z house to have a little drinking session, together with xl jk wg. LOL, is like don't know how long never met up with wg since the last time we met up before his NS taiwan trip. Had some fun, especially the ending part before we went home. LOL, we like some mad people poking and rubbing on the iphone and itouch madly, coz we were competing some toilet roll and tapper game. LOL, freaking idiot and funny. I also get to know a new friend, durian-san. HAHA, a very very tan dude and love to eat Lay'z BBQ chipz=)

Hahaha, hopefully there'z another drink session when everyone can gather all together, ESPECIALLY JANE AND JINGYE who didn't came yesterday=/.

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Flooding loh~...

2010-06-16T23:57:00.005+08:00

Huuhuu~

I think everyone should know what happened today at Orchard Area. Flooding man, can you believed that happening in Singapore. LOL, freaking weird but funny at the same time. Ha, seriously you should see the damage done after flooding went down. From a basement carpark to a underwater world. LOL, only just that we cannot see fish or shark. HAHAHA, joking joking X).

Yesterday night i did something which i can't even imagine i would. Yesh, i did it but somehow i felt abit upset. This is stupid, but frankly speaking i think i really don't have any hope althought i went to that wishing thingy. This is useless....i look stupid, big in size, not that type....in any wayz it'z impossible. I think i got my hope too high, and now i'm in pain, slowly. Serve me right, for being one-sided once again. Shall calm myself back again, hopefully.

And one more thing, now seriously pissed but some reason. Firstly of all you shouldn't even sounded so confirm or ask everyone out to do something when you like damn confirm with it. Do you know that i went to ask other to go out and is like freaking confirm they are free or make free for us to go out with, and now?? Why won't you say it earlier or something if you cannot make it, then i shouldn't even bother to ask. FUCK IT and i'm not going to do helping of asking. I only do asking when i'm asking people out at my on accord. And thankz ar for making me so excited for this event and buang it like that=).

CB, i want nua at home lah. I don't want to go anywhere, i think i will do it on my this coming off.

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Lee Hyori - Chitty Chitty Bang Bang.

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UNIVERSAL STUDIOOOOZ~...

2010-06-03T23:39:00.001+08:00

YAHOOOO~!!!

Oh yeah man, i finally got my foot into Universal Studio man.

HAHAHA, freaking awesome together with two thumbz up. But sadly, the Galatica is still under maintenance. Argh~ gonna visit Universal again when itz done. Muahahaha~ Haiya, shall upload pic i taken there. And sadly, my stupid apple-kun kena heat-stroke halfway when i having fun=.=.

Really shall go back next time man, and going there = like machiam go holiday. LOL, Mummy ride rockz seriously XD and please don't ask me whyX).

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Oh yeahhh~,,,

2010-05-31T21:37:00.006+08:00

HUUU~

Ha, today went out to Sentosa with my mum, sis and my relativez. LOL, is like long time never went to Sentosa to play, more thingz are added in there but still there are some construction and renovation are still going on, and yet to be done.

Huuhuu~ anywy today supposed to go into the Universal Studio to havoc but ended up the ticket will all sold out T.T...LOL but we brought the advance ticket for this coming thursday, somemore i do not need to pay for it as my aunt is paying it for me coz i gonna accompany my cousin in. LOL~ Shiok to the max man. HAHAHAHA~ Ok i think i shall my rubbish picz i took today at Sentosa. Hohoho~

OKAY~!!! thatz all man, super shag siol, gonna sleep early liao. Huuhuu, OYASUMI^^

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B.o.B - Nothin' On You ft. Bruno Mars

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=)...

2010-05-28T22:36:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...=)

Haha, today having my off day on Vesak Day. Just came back from IKEA, together with my parent. LOL, and hell yeah i had meat ball for my dinner. HOHOHO, shiok to the max man XD. We also did some shopping and finally brought the rainbow door curtain which i long waited. Heeheehee, really very happy man.

This few dayz, my emotion and my feeling is like stock meter...sometime up sometime down. Freaking bad swingz i had, don't know whatz the matter with me. Ahhh who carez lah, fooking stupid.

Ha, i shall stop here then. Play my 明星3缺1 at FB loh~ LOL.

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Fast one...~

2010-05-26T01:25:00.003+08:00

Hihi~

I think i gonna make a short blog post for today, coz i gonna sleep and my body is crying out loud for my bed. LOL, ah~ i think i a picture post then.......

Tadah~ "Chey...." right?? Hahaha, aiya coz my sockz which i suppose to wear for this shoez are still soaking then i what can i do, wear the sockz which are for my adidas de. LOL, anyway is blue eh...heeheehee blue blue blue~

HA~ ok then, gonna sleep loh. OYASUMI^^

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B-O-R-I-N-G...

2010-05-24T23:56:00.004+08:00

Huuhuu...~

Boring eh, don't you think so?? Somemore is monday which everyone having their bluezxzx. LOL~ But seriously i don't know why so boring today=.=. No doraemon, no irritating manager, no orange-ee...ahhh just nothing and it'z making me super bored=.=...eeeyyyeeeerrrrr arrrrr~

Hmm, if i not wrong IT fair is coming soon during june, right?? Oh ya, i think i should consider to use my next month pay to buy a cammy for myself. Heeheehee coz i'm eye-ing this baby for quite a long time....MR LUMIX DMC-LX3~

Sexy bo?? Hahaha, find it quite interesting. LOL, anyone who see my this post give some lovely commentz or anything about buying my cammy love home~ aiya hopefully anyway...coz not everyone or even no one readz my blog. Huuhuu~

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BS13 oi~...

2010-05-19T01:22:00.006+08:00

YOSH~

Ha, today met up with my BS13 cliquez. Had our simple meet upz and lunch at Pastamania at Bishan. LOL, still the same old them XD. Ling and er zhi went off early coz they gonna work at the evening, then went to window-shop at town area with mei luan and had our dinner at Mr Curry in marina square. LOL, then headed down to Paragon to meet up sis after her work, then off we go back to our home sweet home. Huuhuu~

Haiyo, ling ar ling...you really make me had a very hard decision to make man. Kinda hard for me eh, but still it maybe something new for me to try out since i wanna get out from some place which i already want to leave. Haiz, but still i need some time...

Aiya, need to stop here liaozxzx. OYASUMI~

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LOL-ed...

2010-05-18T02:20:00.003+08:00

Ha~ What a day today...~

Today is lookz funny to me. Starting of my day, going out on the way to work, my feeling was like hee-heee or you can say like some sort retarded idiot laughing to herself=.=. LOL, just feel kinda happy some how...

But today did happened some bad thingz. You know what, i tio complaint by customer=.= and not only like that, this lady went to make a phone to complaint to my big sumo boss. Oh wow, how nice of her seriously, but suppose when this kind happen on you, you like go freaking piss and start to say "knnbccb" or "tmd" and whatever kind of vulgarities you can think of....but when that lady did her complaining, i was like "huh?? ya...ya...ya...mm...mm...mm..." then when she left angrily, i keep smiling and laughing instead getting angry from it. LOL, just don't know why, i just find her complaint is stupid, yeah fooking stupid. LOL, something is really wrong with that lady, i swear man.

Hohoho~ and yesh, tomorrow going to have lunch with my long time no see BS13 buddyz. LOL, i think gonna stop here. Off to sleep loh~ OYASUMI^^

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Haiz...

2010-05-16T00:44:00.003+08:00

Today my feeling is like this....=.=

Why?? Don't ask me why, i really wish i don't know anything. Some of thingz are really better not to be known, coz you never know you will get hurt or upset of. Thingz which your friend trying not say is just something which they hope and want to make thingz like it doesn't happened. So how does it feel when you got to know about thing which your friend trying to hide...? Painful or something else??

To me friendship is something which is easy to get and it can be easily broken. I hate it, when you have to see one of your friend leaving you. Fook it, fook myself when i don't know what to do and just stand there doing nothing, seeing them go off. Yeah i know is hard for you guyz to leave matterz alone, but letz try to make thingz work and try to create more happier momentz like we used to have before.

Please calm or chill youself and your temper. Don't make thing worst when you blow off by your temper. Who can really talk when they are in their off limitz?? Who can seriously, even me myself can't even do that. Please let go, and letz try to make thingz better. No more split-up, please. We shall give each other some time to think and chill down, then let us just treat it as a challenge for us to see how strong is our bonding and friendship is....

Ok, i shall stop here then=). Let me talk about today...

Met up with the Usual Four, then boss left us due to something. Then met up with jk and jy at dhoby ghuat. Had our dinner at The Mahattan Fish Market, and we took alot of photo from beeling new love, mr poloroid mini 7S. LOL.

Oh ya, and i went for a hair cut today and did my brow tweezing. Heeheehee, happy happy^^.

Thatz all about today. Chiao-su~

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FML~...

2010-05-15T02:15:00.004+08:00

Fook it. Fook this and that.

Nice, now what i had done...ok i really want to do it at the first place, then i got over with all kind imagination stopping me, TAHDAH~ like finally...but now is like...what the fuck?? Ok, this is getting stupid-er even more than i can think of. Bite here and there bite bite bite, ARGH really stupid me.

Ahh, 2 plus liaozxzx and i'm still camping in front of my sis'z lappy. LOL, can't sleep somehow coz i feel like i did something very wrong. Haiz, tomorrow off and sunday also having off day too. PLEASE~ seriously please, hopefully i really gonna have a very nice off day out with my buddyz and bestiez X).

OK~ this is getting boring, i think i gonna rest. OYASUMI~

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Thankz to jane, i also addicted to this. LOLXD

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I heart Yonghwa~!!!

2010-05-11T01:05:00.002+08:00

Geek in the Pink (cover) by CN.Blue Yonghwa and Jong Hyun.

Omg, they are good though yonghwa'z english is not not very clear enough as Jason Mraz'z. How carez anyway, he'z good X).

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Bad Shopping Day...

2010-05-08T00:42:00.006+08:00

Boo~

Back home alive, with not much of shopping loves today=.=. Maybe should say that i didn't get to do something i need to do and thingz i wanted to buy from today'z shopping. Sad-ed to the core...~

The most sad-ed thing was i didn't to buy my Tokidoki X SkullCandy earpiece back home today. It feel like i waited for today and i ended up didn't got my love back. FOOK IT~ seriously very sad when i saw it wasn't at there or miss out other shop which had it T.T. Bad luck anyway=.=. Haiz, anyway i got something i want today....CONTACT LENZXZX~ Wee, so cool can. Hahaha~

Ok, i shall upload a few picz took at Heeren'z Fish n Co to make you guyz hungry...dozo~

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X)...

2010-05-07T00:08:00.002+08:00

YEAH YEAH~

Heeheehee, tommorow i'm gonna do something that i want to do. Hopefully i really can do it tommorow, so excited XD.

Ahh yayaya...Today, again, kena shock by doraemon again. Just like that, i also can kena shock for no reason. This is stupid=.=. LOL, aiya anyway i gonna enjoy my off tommorow^^.

Chiao-su and oyasumi to all...~ X)

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Rot-ing...

2010-05-01T20:19:00.003+08:00

Yawnzzzzzzz~

So borriiinnngggg. T.T why so boring~ LOL, didn't had any mood to enjoy my rot-ing at home. What the fook i want siol...argh piss off=.=.

Since today i didn't manage to go out with anyone, then i should think for the next week who should i go out with and what i wanna do. I think i would like either to go sing-K or shopping or watch new showing flickz. Heeheehee~ thinking all this make me feel excited coz this coming friday i will be getting my lovely pay and i able to those thingz i mention above. WOOTZ~!!! Haha, shopping maybe will help me in getting my genki-ness back. Heeheehee, in order to that i need my friendz too=).

Hmm, i also did some thinking today. I was thinking some matter about "is it really having a relationship with a guyz is better than hanging out with your bestiez...??" After all the thinking, i choose hanging out with bestiez rather than having a dude only. LOL, i seem like kinda greedy though but i think i feel much more better together with my friendz. Having a relationship seem to be a tough one for me, making people emotion up and down. Irritating, i should say=.= although i do think before that i wanna have one too. LOL.

Sian, i think i really gone too far liao. Spamming idiot emo post on my blog, damn need to slap myself to get a grip of myself back. LOL, i really cannot tahan myself doing this rubbish, just like what my sister said, "everyday doraemon this doraemon that, you not sian ar???"...Definitely a YES for that, and i supper sick of this too X(...

OK~!!! stop my rubbish post here then...CHIAO-SU~

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Faded down??...

2010-05-01T01:23:00.002+08:00

Huuhuu~

Feeling boring again eh, though today lovely-warm-blue-sky really did brighten and cheer me up a little but still....SIAN AR~!!!

It had been a week le loh...huuhuu~ i think i should change my job to become a predictor or whatever to help people to predict their future and etc. LOL, you know why, coz i predict that the "scandal" or "rumour" with the BIG ang kong kia will go down in a week, and...TAHDAH~ and it really came true.

No more disturbing, no more people looking at me with funny smile and no more ang kong kia as my "BF" or whatever...anyway...WEEEEEE~!!! i should be happy about eh, but somehow i still feel abit funny=.=...anyway i think i stare back too hard to fish n co until the BIG one scare off by me, although i thought it would be a better idea not to hide instead doing back the same thingz i usually will do. LOL, nice one to me coz i can scare off a dude with so many ang kongz on. HOHOHO~ it so good to be true~~~

Haiz, anyway i still feeling bored lah T.T. Tomorrow having my off and i don't know what to do and spend wisely on...sian ar sian.

I think i stop here, cannot tahan liaozxzxz. OFF TO SLEEP LOH~!!! OYASUMI^^~

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Confused...

2010-04-27T00:18:00.005+08:00

Hihi~ i'm here to blog again~

Yawnz, this few dayz feel so restless, although i slept well=.=. Maybe due to too much "shock' i received since last friday=.=...diu this and that, seriously.

I should now delcare that now i'm seriously clueless and freaking confuse. Everyone is agreeing on the same thingz, saying the same thingz and wishes me the same thingz...what the hell is going actually, i really don't get it=.=. I don't even how to react and think, all i know is panic and over-react whenever this kind of thingz happened on me. Fook it, i think i can do now is to calm myself down then face it. Yeah, gonna calm down first.

However, this matter somehow seem to be fishy to me...hmmm.

Ok, i think i gonna stop here and snuggle with my pillow and bolster on my bed loh~ OYASUMI^^~!!!

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Shitty Day...

2010-04-23T11:28:00.002+08:00

CRY OUT FOOKING LOUD~!!!!!!!!!!

Damn it damn it damn it. Hate it seriously, today i really my worst nightmare ever, although is my BROTHER'z BIRTHDAY~~~

T.T...This is how it started today....

Came to work as usual at 1130am, my damn manager, china boy and auntie were working today...We were freaking damn busy like fook mad people today as today at Paragon Metro was having some sales that attracted freaking alot of people to spend on. Freaking lotz of orderz, bentoz and FOOKING long "L" shape queue infront of us today=.=, madness seriously.

Before i really i think i kena curse because today 23, my manager went to Fish n Co to brought a one big jug/cup of ice blended to share and he came back telling me this, "Hey ruixian, i got one good newz for you..." Then i reply,"What good newz...??"...

then he said,"eh, you know hor just now i went to buy, the SMALL ang kong kia ask the BIG angkong kia whether wanna ask me thingz leh, then the BIG said don't want....LOL isn't it something good to you eh?? Maybe he wanna ask about you...*keep smiling away*"

WHAT THE F**K~!!! i was fooking shock to the max then, but after awhile i got myself to normal due to there freaking alot of customer...here come the part i didn't even think or want to imagine...When i got my turn to have my break at 6plus, my manager suddenly call my name, happily smiling away and pointed to the Fish n Co, at the moment i didn't what was going on then i turned....&^%^*&%#*^!#(*&#^ I SAW THE SMALL ANG KONG KIA WAS POINTING AT THE BIG ONE AND THE MANAGER, ISSAC, HAPPILY WAVING TO ME AND POINTING THAT BIG ONE...

At that point, i was like "what fuck is going on seriously..." and i quickly ran and hide...AHHHHH~!!! i wanna cry lah, just because i asked my manager about the BIG ang kong kia whether got wife or not as i got to know the SMALL one got one already and even had kidz, somemore he is same age as me=.=....then my manager thinkz i'm interested in the BIG one and together with issac, the FnC manager, keep asking me whether want to know him or whatsoever you guyz can think off =.=.

Worst thingz keep coming in one by one, not only those happened today...I fell on my butt when i was rushing out as my parent is on their halfway to fetch me....

Yeah yeah, you must be thinking what so big deal of falling on your butt can be that worst than those i said on the top...Guess where i fell??

RIGHT INFRONT AND BETWEEN OF THE FISH N CO AND WORK PLACE LAHHHHH~!!!...

Who can really tahan that kind thingz happened on themselve???!!! I bet if it happened on you, you will also feel freaking embarrassed to the core, seriously T.T.

So the end of day, my conclusion of everything happened today is....SUAY SUAY SUAY and SUAY LAH~!!! Kaoz....=.=

Thankz to these i don't know what should i do on this coming sunday, as i gonna work T.T.

Don't wanna type anymore liao, gonna chill myself down. Chiao-su T.T~

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Neko&Lolipop...

2010-04-23T01:39:00.005+08:00

TAHDAH~!!!

Please visit this blogshop opened by me and my friend, Jane, and give me some commentz or feedback to me^^. Coz i think there'z more to improve on.

Thank thankz X).

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Let'z kick some ASS~...

2010-04-18T11:39:00.003+08:00

LOL-ed~

jk and free mini pathetic popcorn=.=...

Yesterday met up with jane jk and wg at the evening, and watched "Kick-Ass" at the Cathay. Saw Chao Tah Bee there too^^. LOL, the world is small man.

If you would like to know how was the flick, i would say...."This is a idiot and dumb movie i have seen..." OK, i really did laugh when ever the kick-ass and other stupid and weird names heroz do some idiotic thingz, and nemesis too. And i didn't really expect the show turn out into some sort of violent comedy. LOL~

There some thing i just heard today is my sis told me that there'z a actor from "The Percy Jackson and the Lighting Thief" acting the show, and she told me is either the main actor, the percy dude or the lighting thief. ROFL~ i think is the percy dude acting as the geeky kick-ass coz both the eyez lookz beautiful, LOL.

LOL, ok gonna stop here then. OYASUMI to all~

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Yawnz...

2010-04-11T02:37:00.004+08:00

Hihi=) back to my lovely bloggy....

I don't really know what to blog seriously, though i really want to. LOL, crazy me, don't even know i want to do=.=.

There'z a question asked to me at work today..."What make you feel empty?? Because lack or need of love like a relationship...??" I really stumbled to this question and i don't even know how to answer. Ha, lack or need of love?? What the....=.=, LOL, what fierce question to me. Who carez anyway=.=.

So boring, somehow, today. Arghhhhh~ make me feel freaking no mood. Haiz, weird day and weird me...

Cool right?? XD...

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Back from the dead...

2010-04-04T19:06:00.005+08:00

YOOOOOSSSSSSHHHHHHHHHH~!!!

O.O i think i'm dead from my blog for quite some time already. LOL, just finish watching "You're Beautiful"at Youtube. Hahaha, nice drama.

After watching i went to view some funny weird video, about A.N.JEll. I think those are some scenez in the show but i can't remember somehow....oh well, i shall put it here and share with you guyz then=).

They are so funny, especially jane'z favorite dude, Jang Geun-suk. LOL-ed to the core.

HA, gonna bath loh. Camping in front of my sis'z lappy too long and forgotten to get myself freshen up. LOL, chiao-suuu~

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Rot-ing in Progess...

2010-03-21T13:27:00.003+08:00

Hohoho.

Now currently still at Malaysia, Song, at my mum'z home town. Rot-ing around, watching Cartoon Network with my little cousinz, watch some moviez and etc thingz i can do at Malaysia. LOL.

3 or 4 more dayz left at here for me to rot. Huuhuu, gonna be back soon. Ok, i think i stop here then.

Chiao-su~

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O.O...

2010-03-07T16:09:00.002+08:00

O.O...

Ho-ho, so hungry...I think i will buy KFC later XD.

Having my off day today...Ahhh~ so boring=.=, maybe before going to KFC, i think i will visit NTUC for a while. LOL, shop for some tibbitz later. Hohohohoho~

Already like two dayz already but i still feel alittle bit nervous XD, hopefully they will call ^^.

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Disappointed..

2010-03-01T21:55:00.004+08:00

Sorry to everyone who follow me on Twitter, for spamming a lot argument between me and my sis.

Seriously, now i'm still unable calm myself though i brought some nice Takoyaki from ION after arguing with my sis in twitter. I can't believe how stubborn she is and making thing worst by tweet-ing, all just because of a $2 notez and reminding her about the money she lend from me, yes, so what i did use that kind of tone which make you sound like someone who'z not gonna paid up. If change it to you, how would you said?? And saying what-so-ever responsible for older sibling should do for smaller onez.

HA-HA-HA, just because of money, she just say it very easily. How would you feel when you got a smaller sibling said this to you?? This suckz, seriously.

Ahh, now i wonder what should do?? Ignore about her and her life or just fuck care about this matter and treat it as something unhappy argument between both of us...??

Fuck it, i already trying my best to stay away from stress and here come a new "challenger"~ woohoo, should i welcome you?? =.= plus having insomnia lately. Damn it and damn everything=.=.

After all, is money which had make everything happened around our life...

P/S: I HATE YOU OR WHO-SO-EVER WHO INVENTED OR THOUGHT OF USING MONEY~!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHH~!!!! X(

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ROCK n DISCO~...??

2010-02-24T20:38:00.003+08:00

Cinema Bizarre & Space Cowboy - I CAME 2 PARTY (live)

German version of visiual kei rocker together with euro-dance-disco DJ. New stuff and love for my earz=). LOL.

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Chop and slash...

2010-02-21T16:09:00.002+08:00

Boo~

Heehee, today i'm happily rotting at home.

Yesterday went to quite a places. The starting of the day, together with my bro and sis, we brought our cousinz to Changi Airport T3 Departure Hall as they are going to ChristChurch at NZL. LOL, i found my cousinz were very funny when one of my cousin keep asking lotz of question about thingz in Singapore and when we were in MRT. Nice ride to the airport with them.

After sending them off, i went to had some breakfast cum lunch together with my sis at the Kopitiam at T3 and did a little shopping the there too. After that, my sis went to EXPO to meet up her friendz and me, headed to Dhoby Ghaut to meet up with Ni Family as we are celebrating tl'z advance 21st birthday. We went to check and brought the movie ticket at GV as jk wanna watch "True Legend" and meet up with xl inside of the MRT then headed down to 313 to had our dinner at The Hand Burger. Food at there are quite yummy to me as specially the bread for my burger. Nice nice=).

Then jane met up with us at there, and we went to Fred Perry at Cineleisure to buy tl'z birthday gift. LOL, that guy seriously don't know why he don't wanna have any present and cake. Who carez anyway, ROFL~ Went to Centerpoint to have Fondue at Swensen and Icciban'z Cheesecake for tl. LOL. After that we headed back to PS to catch our movie.

Overall for "True Legend"....it suckz. Cool in some fighting scene but somehow there'z alot of scene kena cut off. Very bad and no link too=.=.

Headed back home, after a long tiring day for me. LOL.

Okay~ now is 4.41pm and i still haven't got myself bath. LOL, gonna bath. Chiao-su~^^

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Giddy and Spining...

2010-02-18T00:21:00.003+08:00

Sianzzzzz.

Can anyone tell me why this year CNY is like so....boring?? Kao, seriously i didn't see any festival mood going on around me. Just like people wearing new clothes on some occasions. Anyway i'm still feeling bored.

My great granny passed away on Chu Er, after my mum having phone call with my granny (not the great granny), an hour later. To what i know, the great granny of mine did not have any proper meal for 3 dayz till the day she went, plus she had some unknown wound/hole on her arm start to smell and rotten off instead of healing back. What a torture to an old lady, and this make my granny seriously sad and worried. Anyway is a good thing for her to leave, coz she already had been alive for hundredz year plus till now, through many upz and downz.

Rest in peace, great granny.

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=.=...

2010-02-08T00:40:00.004+08:00

Ho-ho.

Damn damn damn. So sian today....haiz nothing to post anyway. Today is a day i didn't really talk much. Talk only when is needed while working. Sian sian sian. Fook it.

When would i feel really happy for the every single day in my life...??

Night night=).

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Another day again with Jane...

2010-02-04T00:20:00.003+08:00

*wink-in in sleepy mode*

Yosh, i'm here to blog=).

Ho-ho, today went out with jane. Met up with her at tpy, then we headed down to one of the hair salon at tpy to dye our hair. Actually jane wanted to dye plus highlight her hair but the cost is like abit too expensive and over the budget, so we decide to just dye our hair only. LOL.

After that, headed to Orchard to hunt some CNY-to-wear-clothing, especially jane who still haven had any yet. LOL. Ate takoyaki when we reached ION, dinner at Fish & Co, then we went to Far East to check out some shop for CNY. Ended up only i brought a new pair of jean at New Future and jane, none=.=. Kinda lack of some luck, somehow. LOL, hopefully jane can buy something she want to wear for CNY.

Ok, i gonna stop here. Aku tah boleh tahan...OYASUMI~!!!!

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Lousy Day...

2010-02-03T02:31:00.000+08:00

Kao, today really suckz to the core.

Nothing nice happen when i step into my work place. Kena asked out to talk about my new rank stuff and the way i should work as, and the most shity-est thing is my demote of my C2 back to C1. Reason is last month i was late for work for two timez??!! What the fuck, didn't you guyz said the most can late for work is THREE timez and now TWO timez instead. What the is this?? I HATE YOU, YOU THIS FAT SUMO.

Gosh, thankz to this shit, i'm really very pissed off. Stop my complaint here, i should make myself think about what to do on my off day out with jane tommorow. HOHOHO~

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Once again, i'm in love with them again~

2010-01-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

Today, another day off which i can spend my whole doing my own stuff=).

Went out and met up with my sis at around 4 plus, headed down to ION to eat takoyaki and did a little window shopping. Haha, just a simple day out for me today.

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OMG~!!!!!! Just happened to find some new cool video of ALICENINE~!!! Kyaaaaaa~ So happy, i thought they are gone for good when hiroto was doing some band thing with other member from some band. Anyway these are some secret live video. Cool and i alwayz love their new lookz X).

Dozo=)

White Prayer.

Drella.

Kiss twice, Kiss me deadly (One More Kiss edition).

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O.O...

2010-01-17T23:54:00.007+08:00

Hohoho.

Yesterday went out with Usual Four. We did some little shopping and had steamboat for dinner. LOL, end up i never brought a new pair of shoe and legging/stocking for CNY.

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Some random picz i took from malaysia. Dozo=).

LOL.

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Lazy Escape...

2010-01-15T14:40:00.002+08:00

Hihi~

LOL. Using my uncle desktop at my grampy house to do some blogging.

Kinda bored right now, coz this few dayz keep raining non-stop till now then i can see some sun shining in. LOL, weird weather at here.

Oh gosh, seriously i really need get myself stop eating TOO MUCH once i reach back to Singapore tommorow, coz i had been eating from morning till supper. LOL, fooking a lotz. I really can cry out loud. My aunt said, "is okay lah...here eat more more until you round round then go back Singapore then diet loh..." ROFL~ Kaoz, omg X100.

AH sian, today last day at here liao. Don't know when i can get to come back again. T.T...

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MIA-ing...

2010-01-10T04:27:00.003+08:00

Oh god, i'm still up watching Mr Brain when i suppose to sleep. LOL.

Still got two more hours to go, gonna wake my parent up later. ZZZ...i really sleepy but i think i will sleep when i reach my grandpa'z house. LOL. Tired to the core. I think i gonna rot for a week at there. Eat, sleep, eat, sleep, eat, sleep and that will go on till next sat when i come back from malaysia. LOL.

Naiz. What should i do when i'm over there....?? Hopefully there'z something nice and new =).

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Gay-ness...

2010-01-03T23:19:00.002+08:00

LOL, fooking gay and lame. Can't stand those two "women".

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Lame Bitch...

2010-01-02T00:01:00.005+08:00

Well...I hate the first day of the new year somehow, nothing nice happened. I really thinkz people and thing out there just really hate me so much. A new starting of the new year with all kindz of rubbish popping out.

Woke up at 1215pm..., gotten out of the house 1240pm, brought Old Chang Kee'z curry to work..., on way to work in MRT there is a weird lady staring at me for no reason when i boarded the train....

At the work place, i lost a stupid small handle, serving customer with their "wonderful" english and lame china co-worker with lame attitude.

Thankz to everything, and i would like say FFO-KCUF.

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~~Anyway my life is not a concern...Nobody knowz and nobody would like to know anyway...~~

While walking back home today again, feeling freaking cold when all alone...walk even slower when i supposed to be walking in a fast speed i used to be....my leg just feel heavy. Upset and cold, only can feel warm when i'm together with my family....ha, i think is just a place for me to hide everything in...

If i say i wanna cry now, people will just think i'm mad, weird or any nothing-nice comment. Ha, used to it anyway. Nobody will want to know, seriously really nobody at all.

I really really very tired, but i'm not that stupid to end my life=.=.

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Funny Sunny Day - SxOxU

2009-12-28T19:29:00.002+08:00

Love the new opening of Katekyo Hitman Reborn.

Freaking awesome song and i like the sound that the guitarist played. COOL~ New addict to my MP3^^. But i still think japanese version is much more better than the english version. Who carez anyway when the song is freaking cool=).

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Poker Face - Eric from South Park

2009-12-26T04:50:00.003+08:00

LOL, freaking funny. After Stanley came in to talk to Eric, just ignore if you want to. Coz the second is Lady Gaga real Poker Face MV.

LOL.

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Lalalala~

2009-12-24T00:26:00.004+08:00

Fook those last minute christmas shopperz=.=.

*exhausted...panting in progress*

God, this few dayz the people just keep on coming, coming and still come till we closing. ROAR out loud, and my poor right middle finger condition is gettting worst. Fook seriously. The skins on my index finger and the middle finger are getting thiner till it can crack itself and bleed with little cut. Some more cut is even deeper wider than the paper cut. It really freaking painful when i have to hold the stickz and wash and clean something.

Argh, annoying .

Hmm, letz talk about something random. Suddenly i got some lame urge "to miss" and "begin miss"...okay, now i abit disgusted to what i'm thinking of. To some peepz who know-ed me, i really don't like to say or do something disgusting mushy stuff, like for example "i miss you", "you miss me mah", hook onto ur bestiez arm and blah blah blah. LOL, yeah i know i'm weird, so bo bian coz i myself also don't why. LOL.

Kaoz, end my rubbish post bah. LOL. Oyasumi to everyone and the passer-by~ XD

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Hohoho.

2009-12-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Hohoho....

hohohohohohohohohoho....~

Something i wanted know for long ago, finally got to know yesterday when i met up with my long time no see BS13 friends, as she accidentally spill out some of it when she supposedly told not to tell me about it, HAHA. The feeling is some kind new stuff to me. Hard to describable and i felt really really very happy somehow. Hee, no more doubting on some useless stuff. Happy, thatz the only word i can say=).

Met with meiluan, er zhi and xiao sheng at AMK. Then we headed down to Ling'z work place to sing K. At first we were ask to go william'z work place to sing but ended up at ling'z coz she gonna work and unable to go william'z. So we had to go to the scary place to sing instead=.=. LOL. Drank, sing and see alot of lame R&B music video while xiao sheng idiot gay-lish dancing to it. LOL, really very cannot tahan him.

Really enjoy hanging around with them, after so long. Anyway we gonna meet up soon at the new year, new January next month=).

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Fooking funny distubing video...

2009-12-19T04:21:00.003+08:00

Part one.

Part two.

LOL, really cannot tahan that fooking gay and stupid disgusting ABC song. ROLF~

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Another normal sunday...

2009-12-14T00:52:00.004+08:00

YAWNZ~!!!

Kaoz. Freaking sleepy, hate it when i having my off =.=.

Other than being sleepy, i went out today and i did some mini shopping spree. Brought a comb and a bag from MUJI and went to Kinokuniya to some magzine to read. Met up with jane for awhile, walk and shop alittle, then we headed down to Bishan, as i wanted to psycho my mum to purchase a new phone for meX).

The attempt of buying a new phone.....failed.

Coz i gonna wait for the contract up till next year 20th february then can change. If not i gonna pay a 100 buckz for it and is like kinda bo hua to do that uh. Yeah, so gonna wait then. HA-HA, poor me with my poor pathetic phone.

Ok, i think i really got to stop playing comp. My brain function is getting slower and the eyelidz of mine are getting heavier. Kay, i really need to say hello to lovely bed liao.

Oyasumi~

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Yawn~...

2009-12-10T00:35:00.004+08:00

Mamamamamamamamamamamamamamamamamamamama~
Papapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapapa~

ROAR out loud~ =.= Bored, somehow. Stupid december, stupid this and that. AHHHHH~!!! And a YES, my parent is coming back tomorrow from Penang after few dayz of being part-time monk and nun. LOL.

Ok, i really need somethingz which can seriously make really really very AWAKE from some thingz which whatsoever make me keep thinking, thinking, thinking about some useless overdue stuff to think about. Ok, this maybe sound lame or crazy but i just get it out of my brain cellz. IT ALREADY BEEN DAYZ THAT THE THING KEEP POP-ING OUT IN MY BRAIN WHENEVER I STONED OR ZON-ED OFF. Argh, what stupid lame shit. Bothered by some stupid stuff. Haiz, what a sadistic am i. =.= Thankz to you, my life with my beloved memoryz were fooking wasted just like that.

AHHH~ Gonna focus on other thingz rather than thinking this. I hate it and dislike it. I DESPISE YOU, DUDE~!!!

God, i must be too ill. Yeah, which i can say is mentally ill-ed....Gosh=.=.

Gonna rest soon before i think too much again, and again.

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Happy MC-Day~...

2009-12-04T13:39:00.004+08:00

Hi, i'm now at home...

Ha, no need to work as the doctor issue me a MC for a day. LOL, he ask me whether need one for yesterday then i told him that i kena chased home by my manager. Then the doc nodded his head then he said then i give you a MC for tommorow then. LOL, just like that i gotten hold the MC maybe due to i working in a F&B job thatz why i got a MC.

Just had my medicine. One funny thing about my pill, some of the pill i can find it in my household cabinet where my mum put all the leftover pillz which some are similar to what i having right now, and other medicine which i never take before, have to like put it into a half-cup fill-ed water and it will dissolve itself. LOL, just some kind of the vitamin which also to the same thingz and effectz too. LOL, what a sua-ku am i XD.

Never had a serious one for so long ago...=.=pui pui pui ar~ ROLF~

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YAHOOO~

2009-12-03T16:29:00.002+08:00

*blank-in out in progress...*

Ok, suppose at this time i should still working but i came home early today...

A very simple reason, "Liew Ruixian looked like some kind of zombie while working..." yeah, it mean i'm sick. LOL, don't whether counted i'm sick or not, coz i only having some flu and coughing. HAHA, actually i was expecting some slight fever when i work. LOL. Sian, don't have any thermometer to check my temperature.

Gonna rest abit liao. Later sway sway kena a bad fever then jialat. LOL.

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MY BIRTHDAY~

2009-11-23T23:23:00.007+08:00

Saturday, 21th Nov.

Went out with the Ni Family to celebrate my birthday and jane'z too, although there were no cake involved. LOL. Met up with jane 1st at ION, went to B4 to find food to makan while waiting for the guyz. Rot at abit at ION and brought jane'z birthday gift^^. After roting at ION, went to Wheelock to rot abit too. LOL.

Finish rotting, then off we go to Marina Square for dinner at Yuki Yaki and wg to shop for his speaker. At there, they brought me a DCP sling bag as my birthday present. LOL, thankz to all my Ni Family.

Sunday, 22th Nov.

Work work work. Another working at ToriQ, LOL. Working as usual though my birthday is at the next day. I was intend to buy a cake to treat my co worker but i forgotten about it when i was on my break=.=. Then my manager asked me why never buy cake when i wanted to buy. LOL. Then i asked him to help me buy since he so free walking about, LOL then he start shooting and saying lotz idiot stuff.

After he just went off and say he go out to buythingz.

Brought back a Mango Cheesecake, funny scary name. LOL, seriously i don't like cheesecake but it doesn't taste like one. LOL. Here'z the start of my nightmare. My freaking annoying manager went to shop and walk about in Paragon to find something to sabo me after work as they wanna do alittle celebration for me. LOL.

Fook it to the core. He actually brought few canz of whip cream and a BIG plate of whip cream mian jian gao to smash on me. WTF, and he also gang up all the staff who were working on that day. Then the Fish n Co came to our stall to sing their very own birthday song to me. LOL, freaking embrassing. And the manager of theirz brought me a NEMO ballon. LOL, so nice of him.

Anyway i was so freaking stinky after kena all those disgusting whip cream. LOL.

Monday, 23th Nov. (ACTUAL DAY~!!!)

Wee~

Yeah, today is the day when i pop out from my mum. LOL.

Went out with the Usual Four. Thank you guyz for taking half-day off. Met up with Jane and Boss at Orchard. Met with beeling at heereen. They brought me NUM bag pack and also NUM bag for beeling too coz got some promotion that beeling got her advance birthday gift too. LOL.

Went to the Central to rot abit and ate our dinner at Mr Curry. Omg, seriously i LOVE their curry though is kinda salty. LOL. After that we headed down to Esplanade to rot alittle and they also brought me a slice of a cake. Heeheehee, nice yummy cake^^.

Happy happy, but sorry guyz that i doesn't look like a happy one when i was with you guyz. Getting freaking emo for no reason although is my day. Haiz, so lame.

Headed back home, saw veronica lim in the bus, and again i got to eat another cake. HEEHEEHEE~

Sweet given by Boss. Thankz and it'z really niceX)

thankz for the gift both my beloved Usual Four and Ni Family=)

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OH YEAH~...

2009-11-16T04:04:00.003+08:00

LOL. Cute MV, with his mushroom hairstyle and guitar. HAHA.OH YEAH~ ROCK N ROOOOOLLLL~!!! XD

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I-K-E-A~!!!

2009-11-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

Wootz~

Finally went to IKEA to shop and buy the chair to replace the old one. Congratz to myself, and love their Swedish Meatball, berry good de neh~ LOL.

Today met up with the Ni Family for awhile to bugis before meeting my parentz to IKEA.......hmm, today like nothing special happened o.O. Heeheehee, now i still thinking about the meatball i had just now. LOLXD.

LOL, seriously now i don't know what to blog about. LOL.

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"saddness within the falling snow..."

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Satudayzzzzzzzz.

2009-11-07T23:47:00.003+08:00

Hi, today is saturday, and it'z my off-day too. LOL.

Today went out with Ni Family. Only me, jane, jy, wg and jk while otherz busy with their own stuff. We did some little shopping at ION Uniqlo and had our dinner over at the Sakura near Heereen and Cineleisure. LOL. Althought is simple but still did enjoy going out with them=). YESH, plus i going out with the Usual Four tomorrow. LOL. Hopefully i can buy something to pamper myself tomorrow. LOL.

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Plastic Tree - サナトリウム PV

Shuai lah, Ryuutarou. LOL. New drummer and new song. Heeheehee, happy siol, got new song to download^^.

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November is LOVE~!!!

2009-11-01T23:42:00.002+08:00

Yipee~

Today is first day of November. Heehee, kinda happy=).

Argh. Today is just Sunday nia, when will saturday come?? LOL. I had been working since last sunday until now. All thankz to my sis, that i didn't had my off when i supposed to. LOL nevermind, beside whining about it, i still had to work till my precious off-day. Anyway i got some motivation to work while counting down to my off-dayz. Heehee.

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Thingz really getting disgusting to talk about. Don't talk, don't talk loh. Knn, like as if i really DID say or do something. Fook off lah hor, like i gonna treat or buy thingz to get your fooking forgiveness or whatever. Please, seriously please lah, don't say thingz that will make you a nice person while backstabbing otherz at the same. Fooking disgusting can. Get a life lah hor, fooker. Ma de, making me freaking pissed. There'z no way i gonna treat you that nice like before man. What a fooker with serious menopause and acting like kid too. Arbo, i buy you one set of Happy Meal, happy bo???? Knn, seriously go shit better then eating mac lah. SHOO OFF~!!!

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Lovely Saturday~

2009-10-24T16:10:00.004+08:00

Yup, today is saturaday and is my lovely off day too.

LOL. A nice day home today. No working, no outing, no shopping...yeah nothing, just simply staying at home as a "guai kia" today. Heehee.

Woke up at around 10.30am, went out with my mum to have our breakfast cum lunch together at a Cafeteria in the HUB. Finally had my beef noodle, after saying and whining that how i wanted to eat for 3dayz. LOL, finished, "da pao" rojak and headed home.

You know what, the most happiest thingz is that while all your family member are not home, you can use the damn comp without fighting over it and blast the music out loud like nobody business. LOL, this is what i'm doing right now X). But somehow using the comp for the whole is like abit too boring. Play L4D, facebook, watch anime then L4D, facebook, watch anime, again and again. Total madness. Anyway is ok for me, coz is had been a week for me to play the comp and by the time i reached back home after work, my god damn bro is still using it. Naiz, that'z retarding to think about.

Hmm, now i really wonder how much will my pay gonna be. A thousand or below?? Hopefully around a thousand, PLEASE~ LOL, coz i wanna buy some stuff which may cost me a 100++ per stuff that i wanna buy for this coming November. Weee~ i really can't wait that long liao ar~ FAST COME AR, MY HANDSOME PAY~ LOL, ki siao liao.

Haha, so i think i gonna date some of my peepz out for Shopping Date when i got hold onto my pay. LOL. shopping HUAT AR~!!!

So long ago pic of beeling and the retarding me=.=. LOL

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here come a new BOTAK challanger~...

2009-10-18T00:41:00.006+08:00

Yosh~

Today went out with the Ni Family, only jk, the organizer, last minute never came because of mahjong. Met up with them at Orchard, went to Far East and Wheelock Place. Then headed to bugis to had our dinner at Fish n Co. LOL. Simple outing but also can get to see another guy got his hair shaved. LOL.

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Super annoying song. ROFL~

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Day out with Jane...

2009-10-11T22:52:00.002+08:00

Hi, i'm back home, alive.

Ah~ Went out today with jane, while boss and beeling were busy with their own matterz. Ho-ho. Started at Orchard, went to Far East, ION then took bus to Bugis. Walk around at Bugis Village, LOL thingz around there really did change alittle but still the clothes sold at there really cannot make it for me purchase. LOL maybe i old already so thatz why i think that way.

After walking for so long and hunted none of any clothes and itemz we wanna buy, jane and i went to had our dinner at iluma, Tora Shabu where maid-o san to serve you. LOL. We really had a hell of our life eating up the buffet steamboat, in order not to pay the finez of 5buckz of 100g of waste. LOL. Next really must not order so much coz you will never know you can finish up everything that you order. LOL.

Finally we did brought a piece of clothing we want and magzine to read. LOL.

Thatz all what i did for today. HOHOHO. By the way, i still feeling damn full, although i'm home already. LOL-ed.

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the GazettE - Before I Decay

2009-10-11T00:28:00.002+08:00

Wick-ed.

By the way, the song mostly sang using english=.=....It'z ok if you find it funny coz i myself couldn't understand a single word till i read the lyricz. LOL.

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