forGottEn...

9monthz 14hours 4mins 20sec had juz flew away...
itz had been a yr i had finish waitin n let go...
inside me...
i saw onli myself...
not his image...
but me...
feeling an great relieve...
freedom...
not need to secretly hidin a corner...
watchin him...
hidin the happiness i went out wif him...
nw...
enjoyin my life by myself...
alone...
but together wif frenz n family...
forgettin his face...
his voice...
n happy time spend wif him..
deletin the him away frm brain cell...

to b continued...

PUnchiN hOLez...

whoa...
guess wat...
todae is MS YANQI a.k.a reuyoiax BDAE!!!...
yahoo...
haha...
happy bdae...

aiyoyo...
my ear pain pain sia...
PAIN AR...
*sob sob*...
u noe y...
coz i juz got ear pierced...
O-U-C-H...
heng i did not cry todae...
wahaha...
but damn painful sia...
argh...
my sis is not a human...
she doesn't had any pain after piercin...
argh...
not fair...
*humph*...
nvm...

yum yum...
yesterday eaten Fish & Co wif my cliquez...
todae eaten Pizza Hut wif my cliquez...
wahaha...
food r nicez...
but veri costy...
*money fly away...*...
wa heart pain...
nvm...
coz i got my stomach satisfity(erm i dunno hw to spell)...
heehee...
'man zu man zu man zu'...

to b continued...

StuPID BLog...

argh...
damn it...
sumtink wrong wif my blog...
testin testin...
hello...
r u workin...
argh...
fed up...
dunno iszzt upload too much picz...
or sumtink else...
argh...
hope itz doesn't gone too crazy...

to b continued...

IT'Z SHOW TIME...

ok nw...
i goin to show u guyz photo since last sun, 15Oct till 22Oct...
when i was at malaysia...

here itz goes...

whoa...

tatz all...

to b continued...

BAck FrM wHere i waS bOrn...

hi everybody...
ruixian is back...
back frm malaysia...

haiz...
missed my cousinz...
n elder...
n oso juz passed away...
grandma...
haiz...
cried when i wake up wif sudden newz...
went back in a rush...
reached n saw my grandma lyin ther...
she was lyk juz slpin in front of all of us...
slpin peacefully...
my unclez n aunty cried...
my dad went to comfort my grandpa...
my mum cried n knee when she saw my grandma...
i was so hurt...
n my tearz start to roll down...
can't stop...
until i got myself back...
i saw my cousinz...
all were looked so serious...
but some naught one went to a room n hide...
the room was surround wif sadness...
haiz...

sumtink strange happened...
i started talkin to my cousin which i had not been talkin to them for quite some time...
den we start to chat...
den played together...
i felt so happy...
i was thinkin...
was it my grandma granted my wish...
which i can get to play again wif my cousin...
anyway i was glad...
thankz nei nei...

to b continued...

tesTin Testin...

yo wazzup...
wahaha...
haiz...
todae is wednesday...
zzz...
sian sia...
it over le...
the fourth day in malaysia...
wahaha...
haha...
i so happy man...
my cousin treat play comp...
so nice of him...
haha...

haiz...
had been ton nite since sunday nite...
so tirin...
zzz...
haha...
but i have to do it...
tiz is my job as a grandchild...
although is tough...
but is still worth it...
n some more i had not been visit my grandma...
n tiz was my 1st funeral i attended...
a veri sad day in my life...
so...
god bless all my family...
*prayin in my heart*...

to b continued...

ByebyE...

haiz...
goin back to malaysia tonite...
wa lau...
i dunno y sia...
i was juz slpin todae den sunddenly woke me up n said my grandma pass away...
den i dun feel veri gd...
n i had nv seen her since last yr december...
*cryin within me*...
juz feel lyk cryin out loud...
but i dunno y my dad...
seem not sad either gloomy...
but i tink tat...
my dad is mayb tryin to make himself happy than makin himself sad...
haiz...
anyway...
i tink my dad is really veri sad within him...
coz my dad alwayz deeply missed goin back hm...

to b continued...

HeaLth...

zzz...
magnetic terapy...
Cal-ion...
Calstar...
whoa...
all kindz of calcium stuff...
n oso magnet stuff...
zzz...
sian...
dunno got into tiz industy for no reason...
sian...
hav to go alot of trainin...
learnin watz the productz work...
n learn all kind of tinkz which needed for the job...
argh...
so irritated...
i doesn't lyk to b notice...
i doesn't lyk to shake ppl handz often...
n i doesn'y lyk to intro stuff to ppl...
AHHHHHHH...
y lyk tat...
y got such tinkz happen to me...
sian...
anyway...
not my frenz fault...
is myself...
doesn't noe hw to reject...
haiz...
alwayz lyk tat...
y...
haiz...
stupid man...
nvm...

hmm...
tiz few when i online...
i went to c my frenz blog...
whoa...
nearly few of them didn't update...
zzz...
dead liao...
hmm...
mayb busy workin...
or too tired to blog...
hmm...
i wonder...
anyway...
hope they blog sumtink to entertain us...
wahaha...

to b continued...

??...

hmm...
erm...
zzz...
wat should i talk abt todae...
workin...
slpin...
eatin...
hmm...
really dunno neh...

haiz...
feelin sleepy...
zzz...
achin again...
sian...
alwayz so sian...
life...
haiz...
everybody alwayz life is bored...
den wat for u come on to tiz world...
ki siao...
hmm...
feel lyk punchin someone up...
felt so mad within me...
crazy sia...
nobody make angry...
but dunno y i felt in tiz way...
hatin someone??...
or hatin myself??...
anyway is crazy to b mad with notink...
*breath in breath out*...

to b continued...

hAlf sLeePY...

zzz...
slpin soon...
haha...
tired man...
coz yesterday nite nv slp well...
zzz...
nvm...
anyway i still awake...
but in sleepy mode...
haha...

todae ar...
woke up quite early...
6.55am tiz morin...
coz go accompany my mum go temple...
around the geylang area...
the pray...
sian sia...
i thinkin tat after prayin can go eat breakfast...
coz my stomach was drumin away...
damn hungry until i wanna puke...
coz i need to eat sumtink salty n i dunno y...
usually ppl will eat sour plum to stop the feelin of wanna puke...
but i need to eat or taste sumtink salty else i confirm vomit lyk hell...
haha...
den i dunno y i muz join in the chantin when i'm a free thinker...
tatz weird...
i ask my mum y...
she juz told me to join...
den i join in the chantin...
zzz...
i didn't noe wat the hell is goin on...
makin me so blur...
i bow...
i knee...
oh my god...
i was juz followin the moves which other ppl is doin...
haha...

after tatz...
i went to mit up my fren...
coz she asked me whether can accompany her to a place...
which her fren intro her to work...
end up...
i oso kena...
zzz...
nvm...
anyway tat job was quite attractive...
n the pay oso...
wow...
can get to 5 digit of the pay amount...
u say gd anot...
wa lau...
but...
i dunno whether wanna work anot...
coz i abit can't believe the job n myself...
i quite scare tat i will regret or sumtink...
sian...
dunno hw sia...
nvm...

haha...
todae get to eat sumtink nice...
ICE CREAM WIF WAFFLE...

















watitin in progess...


















number 5...


















yum yum...


















wher did my wafle gone...*burp*


















view frm my left...


















view frm my rite...

wow...
nice man...
heehee...
i love it...
yummy...
tasty...
delicious...
DAMN SHIOK...
wahaha...
hope i can eat again...
heehee...

to b continued...

BesT iN s'Pore N JB buT sUm Say BAtam...

wahaha...
todae went to JB...
so happy man...
heehee...
went to eat

















my FAVOURITE...LALA


















muhaha...STINRAY'Z BONE


















*burp*...


sian sia...
stayin at hm as usual...
wakin up 12.30 as usual...
kena naggin by my mum as usual...
but todae is not at usual as otherz day...
coz todae is somebody BADAE...
wahaha...
itz onli happen once a yr...
but too bad for tiz guy...
coz he gonna celebrate at his camp...
wahaha...
ke lian de jia huo...
dunno got kena sabo or not...
coz he said he wanna keep his bdae as secret when he go camp...
haha...
gd luck to him...
n oso HAPPY BDAE MR LEE...
wahaha...

my heart had juz came back to me...

n i can't heard the heart beatz n hope which was for u...

coz i had juz realised...

the heart which was for u...

is fadin away slient in me...

n i onli juz stood ther watchin it goes away...

to b continued...

LazY boRIn unLucKY lifeZ...

zzz...
i'm back to blog again...
zzz...
haha...
lazy sia...
haha...
heng nobody went to my tagboard to tag n say...
'Pls update'...
haha...
tatz veri common to everybody hu blog...
haha...

damn...
todae can't go to the lucify gatherin...
damn it man...
sian...
have to go back work...
coz i went to inform my boss late...
plus dun have replacement for me...
zzz...
sian ji pua...
zzz...
nvm...
i'm goin at tiz comin sun 15oct...
n i gonna inform my boss EARLY...
haha...

ouch...
*pain on my head*...
pain sia...
there'z a bump on my head...
damn painful...
luckily the bump wasn't tat big...
kena frm a bang on shelvez yesterday when i was arrangin the shoez...
some more bang n poke by the sharp endz of the shelvin...
zzz...
the sudden pain really wanna scream my ass out...
argh...
but i not tat kind anyhw scream lyk kena rap lyk tat...
wa...
pain pain sia...
zzz...
so unlucky...

to b continued...