cLUesS wIthIN mE...

blow wind blow~...
blow ruixian to a place which she need not have to tink abt tat idiot...
argh...
stupid idiot DA MU TUO...
argh...
watz the matter wif me...
argh...

y i felt so angry...
y i keep thinkin a lot of rubbish...
Y!!!...

thinkin of forgettin...
but end up can't...
wat the HACK...
argh...
he wan go tat place is his business...
y i wanna care...
ruixian shouldn't b carin ppl goin to which placez they go...
LYK GOIN TO DXO TO CHIONG...
nvm...
when i reach 18...
the 1st tink i wanna do is to go tat place to CHIONG...
i dun care...
AHHHHH...
i can't believe myself jealousin wif no reasonz...
WAT THE HELL I THINKIN...
idiot mr chua...
tell me he's goin to chiong...
make me veri 'fan' for two dayz...
argh...
idiot sia...
hw stupid am i...
if guyz dun go chiong...
wat else they can do...
argh...
muz tink in tiz way...
IS A MUZ...
i dun wan keepin thinkin...
i juz dun wan...
plz sumbody help me to stop thinkin wat actually he was doin in tat place...
is none of my business anyway...

haiz...
y i sunk in so deep in...
makin me cluess within me...

to b continued...