Finally...
A week of no parent. No nagging. No asking. No need to report. Just...freedom.
Now having my relaxing non-stress dayz. Doing the stuff without my mum looking. Playing computer gamez to dawn. Just doing all kind of stuff which had been forbbiden.
Nice.
I really hate my mum to nag me. It'z really pissing me off. I don't like it either my mum too. Just don't know why we can't make thingz right.
I just hate it when you ask me about my money left in my bank.
I just hate it when you ask me to find job when i also trying my best to.
I just hate it when you say i not gonna make it to higher nitec or poly.
I just hate it when you say my future seem to be no use.
And i just hate it all....No encouragement. Making me think i really useless. I'm tired.
You alwayz said i don't dare to talk back or respond you when u were scolding and nagging. You are wrong. Coz ur my mum...and i don't have the courage to say it out. I'm not that kind of child which like to hurt their parent and i do not like to rude my own parent.
Anyway the path which i had choosen are meant to be for me and my whole life. I know what i am doing. I know you people trying to make sure i'm ok and not getting bad. Just loosen me bit by bit and get hold my own freedom.
and one more thing...I NOT GONNA LET YOU WIN THAT I NOT GONNA STUDY AND PUSH ME BACK EARLIER TO SERVE NS...NO WAY.
So i gonna prove it to you...
to b continued...
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