my heart is feeling sad...

Today is 3rd October...

Ha, a lousy day. I don't know should laugh or get myself emo. Just went to check my result, well i was right, i didn't got a good mark. How to do?? It'z too late already, i only know i maybe or completely no chance to get into poly any more bah. 我好漏气啊...!!!

I felt alot of needle stab me when i saw the shoutout, 4. have a date with a special someone.....

Haha, maybe i should be daring that time, now no more chances for me. What for thinking about thingz will not happen and all the things are just little girl's daydream thingz. So what u remember his birthday date, anyway he won't remembers yours. Just wake up, duh!!! It had been so long....he may just treat me as a hi-bye friends or his friend's friend.

I must stop this maddness...

to be continued...