Hope to Hopeless...

I really don't know what to blog now at this hour. I should be on my bed sleeping...but somehow i had been bothered by some thingz which make me can't sleep early.

I had enough already. No matter how much i think or complaint about it, i still don't dare to do anything. Feel freaking lousy for the pass few dayz, but right now i feel damn fine after calming myself down. I think i'm too freaking lame to have that kind of feeling, and yeah so what i did give up denying and said "yes, i really did like..." what so ever. Fook it lah, Liew Ruixian. This is seriously so lame, like making myself happy for no reasons.

Anyway i should jolly well forget it since i doesn't even dare to do anything, some more he doesn't seem react to anything and lately he seem to like bo chup. Seeking a person attention is really very hard, especially the person you really like or wat so ever thingy. Ok, frankly speaking i sad and tired to do anything. Why must i be the one doing this shitty thing? When will it SERIOUSLY REALLY be my turn when someone i love to know, wantz to know me too and doing thingz to get my attention or even chat with me first??

Fook my life, anyway. This post is getting freaking despo and i really need get out of here to sleep. Annoying me=.=

to be continued...