Hmm, i think i had 4dayz straight "off" eh...naiz, what so nice about it when your mind is bother by other stuff which can't make you relax at all. Yeah, i'm damn freaking sorry that i just only SMS instead of CALLING for my absence for my work. Yes, once again i make myself cry again. Till now i still having a terrible headache, my face is still frowning due to the achez. I seriously know don't what to do, i know there'z not much people to work for yesterday but my body doesn't allow me to work. Yeah, now my manager definitely is fucking disappointed but i really doesn't mean it. How to say, i can tell there'z no way for me to explain anyway. All i can do is cry and apologise...frankly speaking i don't even care about this job at all. So please give up hope on me, i only just wanna do thingz which i was order to do. Simple as that, nothing else. Fire me off, if i still carry on doing thingz which you hate it at all. I know you are fucking fed up with me, already.
This few day thingz happen alot. I don't know but this suckz. All are negative thingz which can make a human get sick easily and have lotz of unhappiness and sorrows. Who will eventually like all this shit happen on them?? Unless you are some sort people who like to pray in the middle of the night, drawing star/circle look alike on the floor or wall and cutting yourself or doing small sacrifice at the same time=/ Bodoh, right?? What can i say, these are part of the life too. Feel from it and learn from it.
Fooking annoying post, again. Sorry to sore you guy'z eyez again, and by the way thankz for concern from you guyz although i was pissed by some of the comment i heard from, but still thankz, i really do appreciate. =)
Oh ya, I WANNA HAVE A CYCLING OUTING for the next the Ni Family meet up...is like so long time ago that we last cycle. LOL, i really hope everyone agree and all attend too. Hopefully i get the good new^^.
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Creepy eh, but quite addictive=)
to be continued...
