Ha, this is my first post for this year eh. Hahaha who ask me don't blog so often, so what anyway~
Yippee ya ya yippee ya~ I just got my bonuez pipping hot transfered into my bank=D. Happy though, somehow i don't know how to use the right word to describe the mix-ed up feeling i have. I feel stress...just feel stress.
I don't know what and which step to go, i already made up my mind with something but i don't just don't wish to destroy otherz. I know sometime i have to sacrifice something to in order to do or get something but in that progess will definitely affect otherz, which i don't really like. Coz i understand there is thingz which are going on and it'z quite tough, so that'z why it had affected my decision and i feel lost. Seriously i wanted to bring up the matter to him but seeing thingz going on at around him, make me freaking bad and feel like shit if i leave. I really don't know what to do=(. I really cherish them, and don't feel like leaving but i can't stay there forever=( i need upgrade myself too=(...who can really tell what to do?? unhappy me=(.
Oh well, i shall shift my focus to other thing awhile.
SUNDAY AR~!!! Come to mememememememememememememe NOOOOOW~!!! Sweet smell-ing off day=D. I love you so much, so to me soon can??=) LOL.
Haha, kinda excited eh. Coz got planz to do on that day with my love=). Hopefully all the thingz can be done on that day=). Weeee~ off off off off off off off off off off off~ X)
Alright then, shall stop here. Gonna sms dumb dumb see whether he'z done playing dota with his little brother=).
CHIAO-SUUU~
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New addict=). Introduced by my love=). Stupid dumb dumb trying to sing like her recently, LOL.
to be continued...
