Boring Sunday...

Hi, i extremely sad today. Maybe lonely...

Been feeling quite tired and sleepy for this week, i was looking forward my weekends as i wanna buy something for my upcoming anniversary with love and wanna spend time going out with him today...but things didn't go how i expected. Yeah, expecting for things again...

Got pissed, upset, disappointed and whatsoever words which could describe the feeling when things didn't get in the way i want and hope for. Although getting myself knowing the news from him that he wasn't going to free for today, my heart just sink for no good reason. Can't help to feel that way and i lose myself...maybe i had either his house or mine doing nothing which had made me to look forward to walk around places like having some dates, seeing things and enjoying ourselves on my sunday...but sadly it didn't happened for today. 

I had been feeling a little unstable and getting paranoid for some issues. Maybe i got myself a little stress up for no reason...and i find it too unhealthy for me. And also the causes which is causing me is my dear bf is going for his NS real soon...finally the time is here and desperately trying to get back to my last time when i'm single and happily doing all sort of nonsense all by myself. But i don't know how, and i'm worried. 

I know i'm gonna for him for two years and it's a long wait, but i already wait for so many for him and after knowing him for two years, we finally got together...and to wait for him for another two years, it shouldn't be any problem for me...but i don't know why i feel worried and sad...i want to be happy while waiting. It's not like he gonna go somewhere or what...i must be thinking too much until it's out of my mind =.=.

Ah goddamn it. Screw it...one after an other. Shall find other things to do to distract...games or anime maybe.

I think i had enough typing nonsense here. Need to rest alittle now...chiao-su.

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Gone case...

ADIOS~

Hello mina san~ i'm back to make my blog look alive abit, HAHA pathetic much eh. 

Woohoo one more week to go and i'm gonna be free bird from my current job^^ BUT...it'z also mean i gonna be jobless soon T.T. Seriously like my feeling now is so damn rojak, don't know whether should i be happy or to cry =.=. Sad much too, but still not that bad enough to "FML" you know. Althought there was some case which i failed myself on a job interview which i was hoping to get it and was quite excited by it but i screwed it all up by the thingz i said that bloody came out of my mouth...oh well what can i say. Thing had done been done, there'z nothing much i can rewrite about it and the only to stop it for happening again is to get my best shot for my upcoming interview (hopefully they call me up real soon T.T) and try not to make any silly mistakes. 

Ok enough about my stupid matter...woohoo~ my very first trip to Bangkok is coming damn soon already =D. Haha, althought i'm freaking leaving at next thurs but it is still kinda happy to get alittle excited about...Psst! somemore i'm freaking fly on a business class there BUT is by Scoot. LOL~ whatever~ Anyway i just hope i had a great fun and experience there together with my fellow friendz=). And also spend my time well with my SIDD as he is going for his NS enlistment soon at next Oct 30th=/ wish he will be doing fine when he gets in.

Alright then, i shall end my blog post here. Hopefully i will be back with more serious blogging business here=). Chiao-suuu~

HAHA, SIDD will definetely kill me if saw this. You think i care?! XD

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Round and Rounder...

Hihi.

*yawnzxzx* Boring as usual.

Up till today, everything were so far so good...working eating drinking talking sleeping. BUT recently there'z a BIG problem on me...

I'M FREAKING GAINNING WEIGHT!!!! 

Damn, this is seriously happening. Sad life when i'm working in office with all sort of food temptation..well, actually that can be prevented, it'z just the person herself who can't resist when it'z about food =.=. So angry with me, now even my mum is making fun of me and my body with all the fat nonsense T.T. My mum is such a bully when it come to fatz, seriously no mercy T.T.

Anyway, CHALLENGE ACCEPTED.

I told myself and swear that i gonna cut cut cut cut down till my birthday comez. Hopefully i can get to 75 and below...AND I DON'T WANNA GET MOCK BY MY MUM WITH HER EVIL LAUGHER AGAIN....~

Haha, alright then. Gonna sleep now, O-YA-SU-MI.

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=3...

Yosh...~

Huuhuu, hihi i'm back again. LOL.

Actually i'm here to rant about my fucked-up job. Sian, firstly of all it'z a very boring job i work before, secondly i hate all the OL aka desperate housewifez, and lastly my new SUPERVISOR. *roll eyez*

About that new lau da of mine, seriously i don't what the hell he is seriously thinking. Yeah, i understand that he want the team to improve BUT somehow he want it happen straight away, is like what the fuck?? Come on, you need a change but not forcing it to happen quick, is like making his and our team'z life worst instead of going or moving on to be better. Lookz like another no action talk only...fook him. 

Seriously i'm really very angry. When i ask for stuff to do, there'z nothing being instructed to me. When i using my phone and trying my very best not to finish up my next day work, he bloody say i too free already and gave me a one big chunk of that he claim is my part of work i have to do. Not only that, he even gave me deadline which is impossible to be done when i have my first piority stuff to do and work on. CCB, don't know is it my work to do or his shit of his. Super angry to the max. Damn him seriously...

I really don't like my job at all...hate it. It was irritating at first but it got bad=(...I really don't like, but how to do?? i still need to endure till end OCT but my malay collegue ask me to stay till one year so i can gain the experience which i could proudly put it onto my resume. I want but i hate my job because of that fellow. I don't how to endure till that one year=(. Maybe i need to think about before i decide anything...

Huuhuu, let'z talk about other thing...

Haiyo, been wanting to go thailand since this year January. All sort of exotic foodz, templez, tuk-tuk and many many more. Haha, make me feel so excited eh...but don't when dumb dumb able to bring me there=/. I wanna eat all the thingz that he said to me, and places in Bangkok to have a great big shopping spree. I wanna see the thingz that he alwayz see at there=) haha and so do he too. Haiz but it would be nice if his parentz have some faith on him=/, Hopefully i'm able to travel with him, jk and kx there soon=). And i hope i can go overseaz with any of my friendz and my family next year again=D.

Thatz all for now. Gonna go play dota with love and his little bro=D. CHIAO-SU~

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You jump, i jump...

HELLO EVERYBODY~ to whosoever still coming by to my to read when my blog is super duper dead. LOL

Omg seriously, i didn't know that blogger had change their layout when i login just now...Ok it'z different. Haha anyway it'z not gonna affect to what i wanna blog here. 

Huuhuu, i'm to blog alittle with not-much-picture i took on last sunday, 22nd April, at Marina Bay Sand, ArtScience Museum. Wootz, it'z TITANIC EXIBITION~!!! haha.

 

It'z was very amazing and wonderful visit there. Seriously everything there showed were beautiful and sad. I felt touched when i saw the thingz there when is used to be there 100 yearz ago=).

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IT"Z GONNA BE MAY REAL SOON!!!

Timez fly quite fast eh...it'z abit fast till i can realise it. Keep it up man, but not too fast coz i scare i screw up my own time and schedule that i had planned to do. Heehee, tawain i'm coming soon to attack all your goodies and yummy-lious street foooooooooodzzzz...~ MUAHAHAHA~

Huuhuu, thatz all for now. Hopefully i will blog real soon again=). Chiao-su~

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Late post: 14th Feb'12

Wootz.

Ha, gonna blog a photo post again. Photo all were taken at Botanica Garden on Valentine'z day=). My "rich indonesia chinese" bf and me, LOL. XD





Meowzxzx.

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Fast one=)...

Huuhuu~

I'm gonna do a quick photo post. It'z all taken at east coast park, 8 Feb.


Meow meow love~ =3

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happy but stress...

YOOOOOOOOSSSSSHHHH!!!

Ha, this is my first post for this year eh. Hahaha who ask me don't blog so often, so what anyway~

Yippee ya ya yippee ya~ I just got my bonuez pipping hot transfered into my bank=D. Happy though, somehow i don't know how to use the right word to describe the mix-ed up feeling i have. I feel stress...just feel stress.

I don't know what and which step to go, i already made up my mind with something but i don't just don't wish to destroy otherz. I know sometime i have to sacrifice something to in order to do or get something but in that progess will definitely affect otherz, which i don't really like. Coz i understand there is thingz which are going on and it'z quite tough, so that'z why it had affected my decision and i feel lost. Seriously i wanted to bring up the matter to him but seeing thingz going on at around him, make me freaking bad and feel like shit if i leave. I really don't know what to do=(. I really cherish them, and don't feel like leaving but i can't stay there forever=( i need upgrade myself too=(...who can really tell what to do?? unhappy me=(.

Oh well, i shall shift my focus to other thing awhile.

SUNDAY AR~!!! Come to mememememememememememememe NOOOOOW~!!! Sweet smell-ing off day=D. I love you so much, so to me soon can??=) LOL.

Haha, kinda excited eh. Coz got planz to do on that day with my love=). Hopefully all the thingz can be done on that day=). Weeee~ off off off off off off off off off off off~ X)

Alright then, shall stop here. Gonna sms dumb dumb see whether he'z done playing dota with his little brother=).

CHIAO-SUUU~

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New addict=). Introduced by my love=). Stupid dumb dumb trying to sing like her recently, LOL.

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