Last post for 2011...

HUU!!!

I'm here to blog loh~

Shoot...feel like blogging but don't what to blog about=.=. Oh well shall talk random stuff about what had happened last few=).

Let me start talking about my work...OKAY!!! IT'Z FREAKIING BUSY EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS DECEMBER!!! God, is like everyday 5++K =.=. I think my fatty boss should be happily counting this pipping hot money on his hand, like MUAHAHAHA~ MUUUUUNEEEHHHHHH~. Haha, although is busy, i still had fun working in my this stinky bbq part time job=).

Hmm, what'z next neh...ok about family and friendz then.

Huu~ My granny, who'z currently still staying in my house, still giving headache like almost everyday. What can we do, just have to endure to her shitty illness. There'z no one blame on coz it'z all up to her whether she wanna let go the matter and relax herself. Past matter really killz=.=.

Recently had just some stuff which had stuck in my brain for quite very long time. I know there'z some thing i should take initiative to do like but it happen in some which make don't feel like doing it coz there'z problem that i had which make doesn't feel like doing it, in order to avoid the person which i don't feel like going out with. It'z not like saying i doesn't regard her as a friend or what, but somehow i just to erase those ugly part which had remain in my memory about her coz it cause quite a big damage which me make turn ugly and got really annoy by anything she did and whatever she say. It'z freaking irritating and it'z getting on my nervez, all over my damn body. So i just want to stop this and make it "THE END" for this year. Damn those thing that happened, damn those action we did, and damn those shit we said...SHUT UP coz it'z over.

But anyway the truth is i really don't how i suppose to do and say. Or rather she might also hate me in some way, so that'z why i do not know what should do. I also know that if anyone of us don't act fast enough to break the ice, our fellow bf will get kinda impatient about it eh.

ALRIGHT then. Nonesense shall stop, life still have to go on and there'z other better thingz to do rather than sulking everyday about the same shitty matter which had passed, right?? Haha, i think i better sms my dumbdumb now. Gonna sleep soon too=.=, there'z all then.

CHIAO-SUUUU~

taken quite awhile back. X3

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Ah neh neh neh's day....~

Yippee ya-ya yipee yipee yaaaa~

Huuhuu, i'm having my lovely off day tommorow=D.

...Ouch by the way.

Damn it seriously, my fucking back/waist is fucking painful for christ sake. Damn fucking painful can...argh, seriously i'm pissed because my damn back coz i don't even how in the earth i can injured my stupid back and got worst in this bloody morning. Star star square square=.=...i was like macchiam a veg on the damn bed when i woke up. Trying my fucking best to sit up when i wanna scream out damn loud out coz is really painful. I really don't like this shit at all. Ended up i nearly screw all the people i served today, my work place new myanmar girl and also some jackass passerby. Damn damn damn damn damn irritated by it. I was like frowning for the whole goddamn day. It'z suck to meet this kind of shit when you gonna work. Ahhh~ fuck it, anyway i gonna see the damn doctor on thursday as my mum ask me to=/.

Ah yes, another problem...my ill-ed granny is in the house.

She'z ill, mentally ill...

And is not a joke at all. It'z kinda pretty sad actually=(. Coz she wasn't able taken well at malaysia as some moron, or you can even say some idiotz, over there don't even know how to take care of her when she'z now having this problem. Fook them all seriously, freaking bastard/bitches. I don't understand what the fuck they are thinking. Selfish animal. And they taught me and made me feel/think that daughter are way better than son. Oh ya, one more thing...being married to someone, both of them should able or try to love, filial and take good care of your partner'z parent coz they are the one who brought your husband/wife to this world so that he or she can bloody marry you, so what they are nasty/horrible to you. Freaking disgusted to core. Damn, shall say no more.

Oh well, so many nonesense popping out non-stop...hmm shall go and play dragon nest to distress abit. HAHAHA, alright then. CHIAO-SUUU~

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I'm not their fan though, they're HOT here. LOLXD

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Chop chop chop...

YESSSSS ARRRR~

Muahahaha, finally got to cut my damn messy dry hair today. WEEEE~ happy girl and happy hair XD.

Oh ya there'z another i had done today....MISSION 1ST ANNI IS ACCOMPLISHED~ WAHAHAHA~ you shall see stupid idiot dumb dumb a.k.a stupid hyper spoiler. Haha, seriously i really like what i'm gonna give him but i'm afraid that he might not really get surpise from it or whatever bad may happen=/ Oh well, i just hope he really like it=P. HAHAHA, i just don't know why i just wanna see him scream/get emotional/touched/shock or whatsoever stuff. HAHAHA~ getting all excited now.

I had quite nice day out with my sis and sidd bf=). Did some shopping, get my hair a good chopping and finding that stuff with my sis. My sis left us at around 7 plus, and we down to dhoby ghuat to play some L4D 2...it was bad coz we kept dying in one of stupid stage. The only word i can say is terrible. =.=...

Oh well, after that he send me off home and went to take the last bus back home. Stupid idiot, next time you do the same thing again, i not gonna talk to you and ignore you too, at all. Understand, stupid??

Haha, alright then. I think i shall head to bed soon, gonna work tomorrow. CHIAO-SU~

thank you, dear=3.

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YEAAAAAAAHHH~!!!

Muahahahahaha~

Finally is saturday loh~ XD AHAHAHAHA, STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB IS COMING BACK SOOOOOON~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Hahaha, just too happy although this not the first time that we never met for two weekz. Happy happy happy~ weeee~

Ahhh, my mum neh...still having come back yet=.=. Thatz suckz man. Went to china a week, and now, went back to malaysia for like around 2 weekz ++. Gyabooo...=.= some more my dad will be joining her for a week too due to one of cousin is getting marry next month. Speechless anyway...=.= macchiam my mum is like doing some business trip to overseaz. Fly here and there...haiyo faster come back lah. Just feel weird that my mum wasn't around at home=.=. Too quiet...=(

Oh well, i think i shall head back to watch my Kaichou wa Maid-sama. Heehee, love this anime. Ok thatz all then. CHIAO-SUUU~^^

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F-I-S-H~...

Yosh~

Blogging again loh. XD

Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ i working at 4 tomorrow instead 12.30pm. Haha, happy me=D.

Oh ya, i remembered something delicious i had today for my break *slurp*. Haha, it'z some fried/bbq/grill fish coated and dipped in some yummy gravy and come together with curry rice and a slice of pan fried egg. Oh god, i can seriously tell you guyz that freaking food is freaking nice. Confirm plus chop. All thankz to my manager, LOL i meant in a good way ar, coz if he never asked me to help him to buy takeaway for him yesterday i don't i will even know that yummy-ilous thingy XD. If i not wrong the food stall is called what Riverside Indonesia Food whatsoever. Whatever it is, i freaking know where it is and i make sure to get my ass back there to eat it again. HAHAHA~ shall intro to my bf, i think he will love it X).

Ah it tuesday already loh...dear ar dear i'm missing you. I will make sure the first thing i saw you, i'm gonna tickle you like crazy, HAHAHA. Joking ar, but i can't guarantee that i won't do it. LOLXD.

Hahaha, i shall stop here then. Gonna continued playing Tetris Battle on FB, lol some recent addict =P. Ok then, CHIAO-SUUU~

I just love this couple in Skip Beat! XD

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Energy boost~...

Gyabooooooooooo~

Yosh~ hihi bloggy and hihi to anyone who'z reading my blog. =)

Weeee~ power uppp!!! Haha, got back kinda lotz of energy back from my long hourz sleep=D. I slept like around 1030pm yesterday till this afternoon 1230pm, huuhuu shiok too the max. I was like in coma coz thru out the me sleep, i wasn't even interrupt by any noise or anything. Haha, like macchiam K.O. Weee~ i'm a happy girl~.

Today went to work as usual. Hmm, i think maybe because i got enough sleep thatz why today i didn't had any problem at work at all, haha. Actually not only that, coz today also got huiyi around too. Can talk quite alot stuff to her and also joke around with my work-mate. Haha, was kinda fun today=). Time passed fast than usual. Enjoyed working with huiyi, tun tun, zhen qiang and kian tao to L today, LOL.

Oh ya, when i talking with huiyi today, she mentioned about wordpress to me. Hmm, wordpress eh...kinda tempted to change my blog from blogger to wordpress. Lookz like more neater than blogger and more fun. But if i changed using wordpress, i definetely miss my blogger=(. Eeeyer sia, or maybe keep this blogger and just change using wordpress. Hmm, aiya i think i consider first then=/.

Haha, oh well shall stop here then. Gonna tried my luck at cabal today again. See whether sidd got online anot=/. CHIAO-SU~

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Nil....

=(...

This is so not me, seriously. I thought i would alright that he'z not around for 2 weekz, like finding stuff to do when i having my off and kill me time on my sis'z lappy....but not even a week...I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!! DX

WHERE ARE YOU STUPID IDIOT DUMD DUMD!!! WHY YOU NEVER MAKE ANY RESPONSE TO MY SMS THAT SENT IT TO YOU!!!!???? AND I'M FREAKING WORRIED WHEN YOU DIDN'T MAKE ANY REPLY COZ YOU SAID YOUR MUM'Z TOWN AREA IS FLOODING!!!! X( Stupid you, please sms me, find me at channel 10 at cabal at night or anything when you see this blog post, can??=( I feel like crying out really loud...stupid you X(.

Gonna hold a grip of myself. He'z definitely fine, very very fine. Everything is okay...

Alright, gonna sleep soon coz tomorrow gonna follow my mum to JB as she gonna do something over, and plus i have to go down to the damn fucking school settle the fee thingy as they called to my house said that if i didn't pay the feez by tomorrow, they gonna send me a court order. Oh well, whatever. =.=

Thatz all then, OYASUMI!!!

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weird emtpy feeling...

Woosh...~

Stupid went back to Thailand for 2 weekz. Ahhh...it'z nothing special though but feel kinda not use to it=/. He'z having good slacking time over there and i'm busy working over here, argh jealous can LOL. Hope he can enjoy and relax over there well=).

Hmm, i think there'z nothing for me to blog for now. Gonna sleep now and my damn period is here torturing me=.=. Alright then, OYASUMI~!!!

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Nah, delicated for you since i didn't blog and delicate to my mum when she went to china. LOL!!! Ok lah, i miss you idiot =P.

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three dayz love~...

Huuu...Hihi~

I'm here for blogging...duhhh=.=

Cold saturday ar. Kinda boring somehow, but i did enjoyed going out with my parent just now to West Coast Park to fly some kitez. Been quite a long since i was kid when my dad will bring the whole family to Marina South Park to fly kitez. Nostalgia eh...=)

Hmm, now i'm quite in a dilemma now. Should i go over or just stay at home?? Argh, irritating and my stupid waist is hurting again=/. Ahhhh alright, shall make a call see what he say then i make deicision.

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BOOOOOO....

Boo...booo...booooo X(

Stupid you. Call again while gaming=.=. Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid YOOOOOOOUUUU~!!!

Argh nevermind, shall blog while waiting for my dumb bf playing his game fighting boss.

Ahhhh, been work four dayz straight at the same timing, 12.30 to L everyday. Phew, i felt like as if i'm old coz i doesn't had that much energy that i used to have to work for long hourz. Super dead tired=.= even though i had 8 hourz of sleep but it feelz like is still not enough=(. I need my energy back, seriously.

Ok, now getting tired. Sad sia, i wanna sleep already and he'z still not done. Oh well, what can i do=.=. Damn, ok now got some random craving/urge to have one StarBucks drink, LOL. Maybe shall give it tomorrow then, enjoy the drink without him. HEEHEEHEE...

Ok i shall stop here then, hope tomorrow doesn't have any idiotic customer. Weee, CHIAO-SU~

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kukukukukuku....~

>:/

Ah hohoho...

Ya right, 3.12am now and i'm blogging now=.=. Haiya anyway i'm waiting for my hair to dry up too. Hohoho...~ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ sheeesh, wannna blog and i forgot what to blog=.=. What the hell i'm trying to do siol....=.= hmm, i think i shall blog about few thing which happened last few dayz then=).

Last saturday, spent the whole day with my sidd bf=). He came to my house at 11plus to surprise me with Mac Breakfast Deluxe=D. Really very sweet of him and also remembered get me a Milo with ice=). Once again thank you, dear=).

After having breakfast, we stayed awhile watching tv and talking to my mum. After that we went to town area to walk around, then headed down to tampines and took a cab down to IKEA to meet up my parent and sis to have a dinner there.

Kao about having dinner at IKEA on saturday was a horrible nightmare. I really hate to go down on saturday to dine there, is freaking horrible where the part you have turn nasty to get the a table when there is some retarded moron who just come out from nowhere and take your table away=.=.

Ok back to where i cut off, LOL. My bf and i had a fast dinner that day coz we were on the rush as my bf gonna jam at the later part of the day with his malay friend/band mate.

Went to the jamming studio straight after we finishing eating. We thought we gonna be late, but luckily we were the second to reach there. His malay friendz were nice and funny at the same time. Actually i was very happy that i could able to see my bf jam with his friendz=). It was awesome also at the same time to see people jamming in the studio. Cool max, love it=D. But abit too bad coz that day the singer wasn't free so there wasn't really had a proper singer to sing out all the songz. After the jam, all of us slack awhile and headed back home=). My bf and me had fun for the whole day although some lame shit happened to my bf'z bro and affected my bf quite badly=/.

The End for the last saturday....

ARGH, so boring seriously>:(. Nothing much for me to do on my sis'z lappy. Only Facebook, tumblr and the SIM3. B-O-R-I-N-G...how i wish i some game console at home. PS3 or anything will do=). Ok, gonna end here. Cannot tahan already, gonna sleep now. Ok then, OYASUMI....!!!

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Ya right, left, up and down...

Boooooooooooooo~

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOP lah hor. =.=

It'z getting boring already, nah...same joke. Retarded joke. How thingz wanna turn out to be, i don't really need or want to understand and know why. No matter how we hope for or on, is not gonna work out. Coz we alwayz wanted to let otherz to know our stand and how we feel, but no one seriously willing to be the first to realise and put ourselvez in other people shoez. Sometime i really wonder how long more i can't endure this retarded feeling about everything...ha, i guess it will be never ending to me...because i had been taking thingz too seriously to my heart and i'm not really fully using my army of brain cellz to think.

Jealousy and petty...what an ugly feeling for those. It really make feel ugly, never once liked it.

AHHHHHHHHH~ NNNNNNNBBBBBBBBB....!!! star star square square, argh!!! I'm so sorry and pity to people who passby and read my blog. Hopefully you guyz don't really fully understand what i meant and affected to anyone of you who having problemz with relationshipz and friendshipz=). Now i understand that some people come in and goes off in our very own life...Sadly but yes.

Ok, enough ranting.

Ah ya, gonna do some serious saving. Shall skip my useless classes for some dayz and earn abit more. Hopefully i save up to the amount that i can use it on. I wish i can go somewhere nice with my sidd bf before getz into army=). But don't know he can save up or not =.=, ooopz =P. Ah, and to forget about the taiwan trip with BS13=). Hopefully we can make it there together=D.

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A song to my love. =)

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=(...

*not really very happy now...*

Yaya, i hate how i feel now. Yesterday put such a loving post but now today i gonna rant on my blog at this post. I don't how i should put this...maybe is my fault that i didn't asked you what are you doing over the phone or tell you that i want to talk to you. I just don't know, i just felt that you're still wanna find wayz to win your gamez and not done with it like you gonna make sure you gonna win at that stage. I'm alright if you tell me like "dear, wait ar...i try again see whether i'm able win the fucking gay shit on my PSP now", and i won't feel like you're not free to talk. Suddenly silence over phone, i thought you still doing something but i heard you starting to play the game again...at first when i heard it, i was like haha somebody is still not giving up but........AH WHATEVER. I don't know whether because i was also on the lappy checking out my CSI thingy thatz why you think you may able to play your psp while waiting when you think i may stuck on it quite long. I don't wanna know lah, i'm too grumpy to think and even talk now....

Ahhh fuck but i don't wanna get and sound demanding again. I really feeling abit tooo sian about this matter. This is serious not a freaking deal, but i still upset about it. COZ I WANT TO HAVE A HAPPY CHAT YOU OVER THE PHONE NOT TALKING TO YOU UNHAPPILY AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T LIKE IT AND I KNOW SO ARE YOU TOO!!! i hate it when you start apologizing over the phone when you start to notice it.=(.

STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB X(

Stupid handz having plaster again...=.=

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You and Me...

Haha, just one and only picture post for today.

May the force by with us~ Love you, sidd/Darth Vader=)).

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Short short very short post....

Hi *yawnz*.

Damn, i told my bf that i'm not blogging but i ended up to blog. LOL.

Hmm....ok, i would like to say is up till now from the start of the July...this month suckz big time. Fooking emotion torture for this month. Very bad situation pop out, and it'z so late some more. Never seriously cried out that badly as before. Impact was very terrible, seriously what kind bad joke is this. Never been such a let down that badly because of just one mistake which can be prevented had been over seen by me and bf who is blaming himself that he did not notice it. I was so ready for it, and now this fooking damn joke just pop out and said "BOO!!! you're dead!". How nice of it har...so what, i still have go on. I'm not gonna stop by anything because of this silly stupid matter which was badly handled by me. Fook it and fook off...

I'm not gonna give up, i gonna fight for what i want.

Alright then, gonna sleep now. Tomorrow gonna go UNIVERSAL STUDIO with my birthday girl, mei luan=D. Haha, OYASUMI~

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BOO!!!

Beauty (him) and the Beast (me)...LOL

I'm here to blog again loh...~

Damn don't know how many donkey dayz and weekz since i last blog. LOL. Haha i'm quite impress actually...coz i'm still blog like around one time in month to continue make my this pathetic blog alive X). Someone should be still STALKING my blog since he know that my blog is dead for quite some time, and must be happy now coz i'm back to business, LOL.

Yaya, there'z quite of number of thingz happened and learnt for the passed few weekz. Like example the nasty one was got into a very intense/upset matter with my bf. Ho-ho, thatz was "quite" a scene we made at that time. Damn, it was like i was unhappy with him about the smoking matter and treated his cigarette as his precious, and i started to felt freaking not happy coz he didn't really make any difference about it then i shut him out without telling him any thing when he kept asking me 'what'z wrong' 'why i'm like this', ended he started to feel helpless and got angry too. He walked his own way, i walked mine....nah, you seriously think walking off and leave the matter like will help us in anything? uh-uh nope, and at all. Ended up we cried, vented, throw everything out, sayang-ed, understand-ed, hugged and kissed. Tadah~ settled, case closed.

Luckily we only just reacted that way coz we were unhappy. I really don't wish to have a bad argument with him. I rather disturb him, make fun of him, tickle him, joke around with him and love him=). Every single person had their own stress and problem. Listen and understand or try standing on their position to think. Not every thing are complicated as it seemz, but firstly of all you should have a clear mind to think of wayz to deal thingz with.

Enough talking about my BGR thingy liaozxzx. LOLXD~ Hmm, ok...fook i remember something=.=...TODAY IS MUM'Z BIRTHDAY!!! GODDAMN IT...!!! AND I TOTALLY FORGOTTEN ABOUT IT, WTFFF....!!! ahhh damn it, cake is needed for sure.

OK gonna cool down...hmm i should i blog....hmm.

Ok, hmm ok. I don't know what should i say or how should i put this. You asked me why i had nothing to say or talk about when i met up with you girlz?? Is it whether i never meet up with them quite awhile??...I don't think is because i had too long never meet up with them which make me had nothing to talk or say to them. No matter how long you never been meet up with your friend, especially friendz which u called "buddy", there will still be same bonding as how it used to be like last time. People may change but not friendship. My love for my friendz will be still the same, unless it had been damage, hurt, misunderstand or betray. Maybe i just will never understand about anything coz i never been told or said before. My mouth and anger will alwayz say 'i don't care' 'it'z none of my business' or whatsoever reason, but i know for sure no matter what i still care. No one really actually wanna ask why, so i kept myself quiet. I been hurt before so i don't mind carry on being like this. Misunderstanding in friendship hurtz. I hate to avoid and also hate people to avoid too. If you truly treat me as your friend, ask me out and tell me how you feel me about. Up to you whether you wanna scream throat out but no vulgarity coz i will make sure you get it too. Simple as that, easy like ABC. I will listen but i can't guarantee i will change coz thatz me but i can try adjust and be better=).

I know after saying all this, you may think like it is totally no link about why i never talk to them. Seriously i don't know why i didn't talk, and those were what i feel, think and believe.

ARGH AHHHHH ENOUGHHHHHHH, i seriously hate problem=.=. Haiyo, how to do...thingz happened already and cannot be undone too. Blah blah blah...argh sibei wu liao lah hor. =.=

Ok lah, gonna sleep now. Schooling tomorrow, aww. LOL, i'm a good girl and i go school ON TIME...XD okok don't wanna fool around in my blog liao. OYASUMI~^^

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May the force be with youuuu...

Darth Vader: *hoooowwl* Ruixian, i'm your boyfriend....*hoooooowwl*
Me: O.O!!! *gasp*

LOLOLOL. Recent joke on sidd aka my dear bf tl. XD

IT'Z MAYYYYYYY~!!! oh man, one month passed again. Kinda fast eh, hopefully i really can absord all the learning and studying now. I'm slow but i willing to give it a try=). What kind of stress i never been through before, those shall be challenge then .*roar*

It'z been weekz that i had not been blogging since my last post at april 3th=.=. Super dead blog and blogger who lovez to keep her blog dead, LOL. Nah, anyway it makez no different whether i blog anot coz not much or not even a single soul will want to check out my blog to kpo on. I know some does, but i think i able to count the numberz using my both of handz or maybe just one will be enough XD. That'z how dead or whatever my blog workz =P. Hohoho~

Hmm, about my life till now...hmm busy?? i don't know but it seem to be this way for now coz i gonna go sch in the morning from monday to friday, after that gonna go straight down to work in the afternoon at Paragon and sometimez at Tangs. Plus recently my schedule is back to those dayz which i only can off on one day a week. Shag huh, but i'm alive LOL. Time planning is freaking tied for me plan timez for friendz who i promised to meet up soon to=/ feel so bad gonna really find solution for it sooonX/ but time for my bf, luckily he'z working at Fish n Co and i able spend an hour plus with him till his last bus home. Short but still worth it=).

Unhappy-ed, upset-ed...but in the end, Smile=)

Heehee, that'z all i think=). Ok gonna play some gamez before sleeping. OYASUMI and CHIAO-SUUU~

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D=...

Ahhhhhhhhhh~

What'z wrong, what'z the matter?? Why so boring?? WHHHHYYYYYYYY!!!!!

Damn, last night today at my grampy'z house. Enjoyed and relaxed, but i hate the fucking weather in the afternoon. Roting around in the house with that kind of heat = mental and physical torture=.=. Okay, sorry i think make it sound abit too serious. Nah, the heat really killed me=.=.

To think about leaving tomorrow morning, the time really past abit fast for this trip. Hmm, weird eh. Ah shit, the bad thing about tomorrow is gonna travel by ferry instead of flying by plane=.=. This is bad, really really bad. I don't know how the hell i can survive tomorrow trip to my mum'z hometown.

Naiz...shall stop ranting at here then. Gonna go do my packing now. Chiao-su~

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林俊傑 - 當你...

如果有一天　我回到從前
回到最原始的我　你是否會覺得我不錯
如果有一天　我離你遙遠
不能再和你相約　你是否會發覺我已經說再見

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
當你說今天的煩惱　當你說夜深你睡不著
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道

如果有一天　夢想都實現
回憶都成了永遠　你是否還會記得今天
如果有一天　我們都發覺
原來什麼都可以　我們是否還會停留在這裡

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
當你說今天的煩惱　當你說夜深你睡不著
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道

也許空虛讓我想得太多　也許該回到被窩
夢裡會相遇　就毫不猶豫　大聲的說我要說

當你的眼睛瞇著笑　當你喝可樂當你吵
我想對你好　你從來不知道　想你想你　也能成為嗜好
啦～　啦～
我想對你說　卻害怕都說錯　好喜歡你　知不知道
啦～　啦～

Some seem to be similar, and some soundz familiar. =) AY and AM. HEEHEE~!!!

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Angry earth=(...

say cheese~ =D

Yosh~

Hahaha, i know his photo is abit off topic for what i wanna blog now ar. Just wanna make him see it and "eeeeeee, wth/wtf...noooooo.....~!!!" in front of his lappy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, evil me XD.

Ahhh ya. Earth-sama is really very angry with Japan eh...poor them=(. After tsunami and earthquake, now is nuclear explosion=.=. Never ending trouble, mother nature really wanna punish us all, i think. Nah, nothing can be done for now. Damage had been done is done. Just need to carry on with life and try to save our ass for more incoming trouble and disaster. Tiobo?? =/ But sure is frightening.

Ok, next topic.

Hmm, what kind of friend i am to my friendz?? I have been wondering to myself this few dayz. I know that some of the thingz really need to have someone to make a move to do then thing may get better or cleared...i just don't know. What had gone wrong and why...?? Who can i get the answer from and what make you guyz think about me this way... Ah anyway, i'm not trying get myself into troublez or what. I just wanna know is it some how or what i did or done something which i didn't even realised it was wrong or what to offend or make you guyz disappointed or sad...i'm sorry if i really did that. But do anyone really think that i'm really felt sorry about everything or i just can't be bothered anymore...?? or maybe "sorry" is just a word which doesn't help at all...but i just wanna say is by saying "sorry" to a person, face to face, it does really need a great big courage and without any trace in your mind thinking that, "ahhh fuck ok i lose, happy??" and most importantly, you're really mean it. Sometime by saying to sorry, doesn't mean i lose or what...is just because like somehow people still do some stupid idiotic brainless thingz and stuffz to hurt otherz, like your family and friendz, and while you yourself know that is wrong or you done it without using your damn brainz to think. I really got to admit, up till now sometime i still do and say thingz without using my goddamn brainz to think. People really does make mistake, although is an excuse for that, LOL. This paragraph is so long-winded eh, LOL.

OH YAAAAA~!!!! I WANNA GO UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!! anyone anyone???? LOL but gonna wait for me to come back m'sia then can go=.=. I miss the mummy ride XD.

Okok, i gonna bath soon else tomorrow i will working like some dead zombie again=.=. CHIAO-SUUUUU~

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Zon-ed...

o.O...

Ok, i'm too hungry to think anything now=.=... Oh ya, my sis coming back today man...aww man LOL joking nia=D. Haha, wazzapp her yesterday and trying irritate her by asking her to bring me back Bo Luo Bao for me from Hong Kong. HAHAHA, i know is impossible coz by the time it brought back here in sg, it will be defintely cannot be eaten XD. Gonna fetch her later at the airport with my parentz and stupid idiot dumbdumb aka nori-kun too^^. Shun bian scout my VS Delicate Petal there=) hopefully they have it there.

Huuhuu just nice, my dad is home-ed=D. Ok gonna get ready now. Chiao-su~ Meatballllll here i come again~

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High high high high...~

Weee~

Now inside my room, all alone....HAHAHAHA MY SIS NOT HOME FOR A WEEK!!!! MUAHAHA~ Gonna rape her lappy until i very satisfy XD. Ah...hmm i think my sis able to reach wazzapp there. Don't there got any wifi or anything in her hotel she'z staying, hmm should have i think=/.

Boooorrrriiiinnnnggggg....ahhh~ Sian sia, don't why feel so sian. =.= Boring eh?? ha, whatever. I wish i can sleep to kill my boring-ness. Yawnzxzx~ =.= Anyway nothing mucht to blog too. No more nonsense will be a great help for me not to feel freaking tiring. Oh ya, if there will some surprise for me, i defintely will be happy. Hmm, i want surprise surprise leh...LOLXD

Heehee, don't know how would someone will react when he got to read my this blog post when i say i didn't update my blog to him. I think he defintely will be like "WEIIII~ eee you bluff me~!!!" Heeheehee, yeah shall annoy and disturb more but not far too much at the same time=).

Kaykay, shall talk to him now on the phone properly. Chiao-su~

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High high~ i'm so high~...

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Always, Forever, Eternity...

Oh fook, i'm still infront of my sis'z damn lappy and now i'm still freaking blogging. Oh my allah ar...!!! *no offence, just using the god in malay to replace the eng version.*

Ok, back to business.

Ah, Valentine'z Day had just passed not long ago eh. Hmm i really had a great day out with my kareshi=). I love you, and your "primary" hand-drawn valentine'z card. LOL, i think i gonna find something to keep it nicely=).

Hmm, this few dayz i had been feeling restless, like as if i short of energy or power. I'm alright, but i get some terrible headache for no reasonz. Ok, i actually kinda worried about my health eh. Hopefully it'z just some normal headache=/. Gonna force myself drink more water and healthier food. Yeah, and hell yeah.

=.=...ok i think i better sleep now. Else i will not get enough sleep i want=(. OYASUMI~

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HUAT AR~!!!....

HUAT AR~!!! LOLxzxz.

Hahaha, juz finished my reunion dinner with my family. Hee, freaking nice dinner=).

Wee, 15 more minutez and it'z the first day of Chinese New Year=D. Feel kinda happy, although i can't get alot ang bao in Singapore. Nah, as long i'm enjoying the festival celebration, every will be good enough=).

Sian, why is still raining?? =( was intended to go out to have a spin on my dad'z lorry and go out as a family when we used to do that when my sibling and i were little. Sian, can't do that today but hopefully can do that tomorrow=) AND YES, it'z time for me to wear my lovely tokidoki shoez out for a walk loh~ WEEEEEEEEEE~ muahahaha.

Hohoho, ok then. Shall go and click around in FaceBook while waiting for nori-kun to call=). Chiao-su and HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR~!!! GONG XI HUAT CAI AR....~!!! XD

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=(

I really what the fuck i'm trying to do.

This is stupid, i can't even handle my fucking emotion properly. Nice, i affected the another party. Good job ar, liew ruixian. Go and bang the damn wall seriously hard as my reward eh.

Sorry that i still can't express myself well enough...
Sorry that i still can distract by one eyed monster easily...
Sorry that i alwayz slience inside the phone and saying "nothing" "i don't know" when there'z something...
Sorry that i lied...
Sorry...

I don't know how to put this...but i'm really happy to have you as my bf coz you make me feel i'm a lucky girl who have a bf like you=) ily, yoshi nori.

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Nanananananana....~

Na na na na na na na na na na na na....~ ROFL.

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