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Yosh~

Back to blog again although i blogged not long ago, lol.

This few dayz the weather was freaking cooling and cold at the same time. Too cooling until it makez me wanna sleep longer inside my bed XD. I wonder how does it really feel like staying in a place filled with snow and cold icy air...cold eh, but i think somehow it may calm me. A place with icy cold air, treez and grassez all filled with snow on them and greyish feel when it start to snow, and i can see myself breathing out smoke from my mouth...calm and quiet. I think it will be nice if there'z a swing there for me to sit=).

There'z something i been thinking for the whole day today....How does it feel when someone laugh at your pain and mistake, and keep saying about your pain and mistake and to turn it to a joke and laugh until they doesn't care how does that person feel??

Sometime i really wonder do those people really know what they are trying to do, or to say what they are doing actually. Do they ever had this kind of shit happened on them or they just wanna pick on those people who they think they can pick on. Frankly i had to confess i really did those shit before, but it taste nice at all coz whenever i think back, it taste freaking horrible. I finally understood why and what makez me did those shit....some joke are not funny as it seem after repeating it over and over again. It may cost a huge damage on otherz and makez your mouth stinkz at the same time. Understand?? Don't understand, then i shall wish you good luck then. People will learn lesson after they met with their "classroom with nice looking teacher" in it.

Haiya, come on liew ruixian, how many brain cell do you wanna kill seriously=.=. But i won't fuck my own life coz i still able walk around, earning money, talk, shout, scream and my family with me, staying cozy in my home=). This is my life, i shall have it in my own way and make my life a colourful one=)

Ok i seriously gonna stop blogging man. LOL, gonna bathe now. LOL chiao-su~

to be continued...

it doesn't matter anymore...

Hmm, few more dayz and it'z gonna be a brand new year again loh. Yawnz eh?? Whatever=/.

Yeah as usual, hopefully next year will be brighter year than this year. Gonna let those nonsense perish with this last few dayz of this year. Fook it and thank you. It'z doesn't matter anymore...i sick of everything i'm experiencing and i had myself burst out at my peak of my limitz. Thankz, i'm still don't appreciate everything that i got. I feel so fake, i can't smile normally i used to. I shall hide myself up and cool down. I'm ok to be with myself, and outside the world, there is other thingz i can do and work of, and maybe i can get to meet some interesting thingz and peepz=). Gonna do thingz in my own way, not following what otherz told me to do. Hate me or love me, ya right anyway i don't care anymore...i say it, i mean it.

Ha, someone had been some where nice for two dayz loh. Oh ya, and today is the 1st day, after i attached to someone for 2monthz++, having my lovely off day at home and being a couch potato for a day=D. LOL, i think if he read this, he should be say, "Okay loh...~" HAHAHA, ok lah poor dude alwayz kena bullied and teased by me X). Hopefully he'z having fun there with his family and being a good boy there too. Someone should know what i meant lah hor. HEEHEE!!!

Ok lah, play with my gamez and watch videoz again. Chiao-su~

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Rot, Melt and Freeze...

Huuuuuuuuu~

HA, let me see....ah ha been staying at my grampy place for 5 dayz already. Ok today'z weather is freaking hot and i'm melting right now=.=, not like last few dayz the weather was freezing cold. LOL, hot and cold eh.

Freaking happy coz i got to sleep alot and get back all my sleep i should had. HOHOHO~ i'm a happy girl now=).

Been at my aunt place for last two dayz. Seeing my relative busy arranging and doing all the wedding stuff, buffet and busying making the "wedding punishment" (LOL!!! coz they also got use wasabi XD). For the buffet thingy, i nearly died=.=. My aunt and uncle keep ask me to eat eat eat when i already like rising the white flag and surrender, LOL. Funny eh, when i'm in sg there'z people trying to stop me for eating too much but when i'm in m'sia there'z people trying to ask me to eat more when i already cannot make it. LOL weird to the max.

There'z another funny thing too, whenever i took out my apple-kun to play some gamez, there will be one swamp of kidz surround me up and ask me alotz of question about the game or say how they know and play the gamez. LOL, i didn't know iphone is a magnet to attract kidz XD.

2monthz loh and still counting on...hohoho~ someone should be counting down now. I will be back, LOLXD.

Okok stop here then, chiao-su~

to be continued...