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happy but stress...
Saturday, January 14, 2012
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YOOOOOOOOSSSSSHHHH!!!
Ha, this is my first post for this year eh. Hahaha who ask me don't blog so often, so what anyway~
Yippee ya ya yippee ya~ I just got my bonuez pipping hot transfered into my bank=D. Happy though, somehow i don't know how to use the right word to describe the mix-ed up feeling i have. I feel stress...just feel stress.
I don't know what and which step to go, i already made up my mind with something but i don't just don't wish to destroy otherz. I know sometime i have to sacrifice something to in order to do or get something but in that progess will definitely affect otherz, which i don't really like. Coz i understand there is thingz which are going on and it'z quite tough, so that'z why it had affected my decision and i feel lost. Seriously i wanted to bring up the matter to him but seeing thingz going on at around him, make me freaking bad and feel like shit if i leave. I really don't know what to do=(. I really cherish them, and don't feel like leaving but i can't stay there forever=( i need upgrade myself too=(...who can really tell what to do?? unhappy me=(.
Oh well, i shall shift my focus to other thing awhile.
SUNDAY AR~!!! Come to mememememememememememememe NOOOOOW~!!! Sweet smell-ing off day=D. I love you so much, so to me soon can??=) LOL.
Haha, kinda excited eh. Coz got planz to do on that day with my love=). Hopefully all the thingz can be done on that day=). Weeee~ off off off off off off off off off off off~ X)
Alright then, shall stop here. Gonna sms dumb dumb see whether he'z done playing dota with his little brother=).
CHIAO-SUUU~
New addict=). Introduced by my love=). Stupid dumb dumb trying to sing like her recently, LOL.
Ha, this is my first post for this year eh. Hahaha who ask me don't blog so often, so what anyway~
Yippee ya ya yippee ya~ I just got my bonuez pipping hot transfered into my bank=D. Happy though, somehow i don't know how to use the right word to describe the mix-ed up feeling i have. I feel stress...just feel stress.
I don't know what and which step to go, i already made up my mind with something but i don't just don't wish to destroy otherz. I know sometime i have to sacrifice something to in order to do or get something but in that progess will definitely affect otherz, which i don't really like. Coz i understand there is thingz which are going on and it'z quite tough, so that'z why it had affected my decision and i feel lost. Seriously i wanted to bring up the matter to him but seeing thingz going on at around him, make me freaking bad and feel like shit if i leave. I really don't know what to do=(. I really cherish them, and don't feel like leaving but i can't stay there forever=( i need upgrade myself too=(...who can really tell what to do?? unhappy me=(.
Oh well, i shall shift my focus to other thing awhile.
SUNDAY AR~!!! Come to mememememememememememememe NOOOOOW~!!! Sweet smell-ing off day=D. I love you so much, so to me soon can??=) LOL.
Haha, kinda excited eh. Coz got planz to do on that day with my love=). Hopefully all the thingz can be done on that day=). Weeee~ off off off off off off off off off off off~ X)
Alright then, shall stop here. Gonna sms dumb dumb see whether he'z done playing dota with his little brother=).
CHIAO-SUUU~
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New addict=). Introduced by my love=). Stupid dumb dumb trying to sing like her recently, LOL.
to be continued...
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Last post for 2011...
Saturday, December 31, 2011
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HUU!!!
I'm here to blog loh~
Shoot...feel like blogging but don't what to blog about=.=. Oh well shall talk random stuff about what had happened last few=).
Let me start talking about my work...OKAY!!! IT'Z FREAKIING BUSY EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS DECEMBER!!! God, is like everyday 5++K =.=. I think my fatty boss should be happily counting this pipping hot money on his hand, like MUAHAHAHA~ MUUUUUNEEEHHHHHH~. Haha, although is busy, i still had fun working in my this stinky bbq part time job=).
Hmm, what'z next neh...ok about family and friendz then.
Huu~ My granny, who'z currently still staying in my house, still giving headache like almost everyday. What can we do, just have to endure to her shitty illness. There'z no one blame on coz it'z all up to her whether she wanna let go the matter and relax herself. Past matter really killz=.=.
Recently had just some stuff which had stuck in my brain for quite very long time. I know there'z some thing i should take initiative to do like but it happen in some which make don't feel like doing it coz there'z problem that i had which make doesn't feel like doing it, in order to avoid the person which i don't feel like going out with. It'z not like saying i doesn't regard her as a friend or what, but somehow i just to erase those ugly part which had remain in my memory about her coz it cause quite a big damage which me make turn ugly and got really annoy by anything she did and whatever she say. It'z freaking irritating and it'z getting on my nervez, all over my damn body. So i just want to stop this and make it "THE END" for this year. Damn those thing that happened, damn those action we did, and damn those shit we said...SHUT UP coz it'z over.
But anyway the truth is i really don't how i suppose to do and say. Or rather she might also hate me in some way, so that'z why i do not know what should do. I also know that if anyone of us don't act fast enough to break the ice, our fellow bf will get kinda impatient about it eh.
ALRIGHT then. Nonesense shall stop, life still have to go on and there'z other better thingz to do rather than sulking everyday about the same shitty matter which had passed, right?? Haha, i think i better sms my dumbdumb now. Gonna sleep soon too=.=, there'z all then.
CHIAO-SUUUU~
I'm here to blog loh~
Shoot...feel like blogging but don't what to blog about=.=. Oh well shall talk random stuff about what had happened last few=).
Let me start talking about my work...OKAY!!! IT'Z FREAKIING BUSY EVER SINCE THE START OF THIS DECEMBER!!! God, is like everyday 5++K =.=. I think my fatty boss should be happily counting this pipping hot money on his hand, like MUAHAHAHA~ MUUUUUNEEEHHHHHH~. Haha, although is busy, i still had fun working in my this stinky bbq part time job=).
Hmm, what'z next neh...ok about family and friendz then.
Huu~ My granny, who'z currently still staying in my house, still giving headache like almost everyday. What can we do, just have to endure to her shitty illness. There'z no one blame on coz it'z all up to her whether she wanna let go the matter and relax herself. Past matter really killz=.=.
Recently had just some stuff which had stuck in my brain for quite very long time. I know there'z some thing i should take initiative to do like but it happen in some which make don't feel like doing it coz there'z problem that i had which make doesn't feel like doing it, in order to avoid the person which i don't feel like going out with. It'z not like saying i doesn't regard her as a friend or what, but somehow i just to erase those ugly part which had remain in my memory about her coz it cause quite a big damage which me make turn ugly and got really annoy by anything she did and whatever she say. It'z freaking irritating and it'z getting on my nervez, all over my damn body. So i just want to stop this and make it "THE END" for this year. Damn those thing that happened, damn those action we did, and damn those shit we said...SHUT UP coz it'z over.
But anyway the truth is i really don't how i suppose to do and say. Or rather she might also hate me in some way, so that'z why i do not know what should do. I also know that if anyone of us don't act fast enough to break the ice, our fellow bf will get kinda impatient about it eh.
ALRIGHT then. Nonesense shall stop, life still have to go on and there'z other better thingz to do rather than sulking everyday about the same shitty matter which had passed, right?? Haha, i think i better sms my dumbdumb now. Gonna sleep soon too=.=, there'z all then.
CHIAO-SUUUU~
taken quite awhile back. X3
to be continued...
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Ah neh neh neh's day....~
Wednesday, October 26, 2011
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Yippee ya-ya yipee yipee yaaaa~
Huuhuu, i'm having my lovely off day tommorow=D.
...Ouch by the way.
Damn it seriously, my fucking back/waist is fucking painful for christ sake. Damn fucking painful can...argh, seriously i'm pissed because my damn back coz i don't even how in the earth i can injured my stupid back and got worst in this bloody morning. Star star square square=.=...i was like macchiam a veg on the damn bed when i woke up. Trying my fucking best to sit up when i wanna scream out damn loud out coz is really painful. I really don't like this shit at all. Ended up i nearly screw all the people i served today, my work place new myanmar girl and also some jackass passerby. Damn damn damn damn damn irritated by it. I was like frowning for the whole goddamn day. It'z suck to meet this kind of shit when you gonna work. Ahhh~ fuck it, anyway i gonna see the damn doctor on thursday as my mum ask me to=/.
Ah yes, another problem...my ill-ed granny is in the house.
She'z ill, mentally ill...
And is not a joke at all. It'z kinda pretty sad actually=(. Coz she wasn't able taken well at malaysia as some moron, or you can even say some idiotz, over there don't even know how to take care of her when she'z now having this problem. Fook them all seriously, freaking bastard/bitches. I don't understand what the fuck they are thinking. Selfish animal. And they taught me and made me feel/think that daughter are way better than son. Oh ya, one more thing...being married to someone, both of them should able or try to love, filial and take good care of your partner'z parent coz they are the one who brought your husband/wife to this world so that he or she can bloody marry you, so what they are nasty/horrible to you. Freaking disgusted to core. Damn, shall say no more.
Oh well, so many nonesense popping out non-stop...hmm shall go and play dragon nest to distress abit. HAHAHA, alright then. CHIAO-SUUU~
I'm not their fan though, they're HOT here. LOLXD
Huuhuu, i'm having my lovely off day tommorow=D.
...Ouch by the way.
Damn it seriously, my fucking back/waist is fucking painful for christ sake. Damn fucking painful can...argh, seriously i'm pissed because my damn back coz i don't even how in the earth i can injured my stupid back and got worst in this bloody morning. Star star square square=.=...i was like macchiam a veg on the damn bed when i woke up. Trying my fucking best to sit up when i wanna scream out damn loud out coz is really painful. I really don't like this shit at all. Ended up i nearly screw all the people i served today, my work place new myanmar girl and also some jackass passerby. Damn damn damn damn damn irritated by it. I was like frowning for the whole goddamn day. It'z suck to meet this kind of shit when you gonna work. Ahhh~ fuck it, anyway i gonna see the damn doctor on thursday as my mum ask me to=/.
Ah yes, another problem...my ill-ed granny is in the house.
She'z ill, mentally ill...
And is not a joke at all. It'z kinda pretty sad actually=(. Coz she wasn't able taken well at malaysia as some moron, or you can even say some idiotz, over there don't even know how to take care of her when she'z now having this problem. Fook them all seriously, freaking bastard/bitches. I don't understand what the fuck they are thinking. Selfish animal. And they taught me and made me feel/think that daughter are way better than son. Oh ya, one more thing...being married to someone, both of them should able or try to love, filial and take good care of your partner'z parent coz they are the one who brought your husband/wife to this world so that he or she can bloody marry you, so what they are nasty/horrible to you. Freaking disgusted to core. Damn, shall say no more.
Oh well, so many nonesense popping out non-stop...hmm shall go and play dragon nest to distress abit. HAHAHA, alright then. CHIAO-SUUU~
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I'm not their fan though, they're HOT here. LOLXD
to be continued...
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Chop chop chop...
Saturday, October 08, 2011
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YESSSSS ARRRR~Muahahaha, finally got to cut my damn messy dry hair today. WEEEE~ happy girl and happy hair XD.
Oh ya there'z another i had done today....MISSION 1ST ANNI IS ACCOMPLISHED~ WAHAHAHA~ you shall see stupid idiot dumb dumb a.k.a stupid hyper spoiler. Haha, seriously i really like what i'm gonna give him but i'm afraid that he might not really get surpise from it or whatever bad may happen=/ Oh well, i just hope he really like it=P. HAHAHA, i just don't know why i just wanna see him scream/get emotional/touched/shock or whatsoever stuff. HAHAHA~ getting all excited now.
I had quite nice day out with my sis and sidd bf=). Did some shopping, get my hair a good chopping and finding that stuff with my sis. My sis left us at around 7 plus, and we down to dhoby ghuat to play some L4D 2...it was bad coz we kept dying in one of stupid stage. The only word i can say is terrible. =.=...
Oh well, after that he send me off home and went to take the last bus back home. Stupid idiot, next time you do the same thing again, i not gonna talk to you and ignore you too, at all. Understand, stupid??
Haha, alright then. I think i shall head to bed soon, gonna work tomorrow. CHIAO-SU~
thank you, dear=3.to be continued...
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YEAAAAAAAHHH~!!!
Saturday, September 24, 2011
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Muahahahahaha~
Finally is saturday loh~ XD AHAHAHAHA, STUPID IDIOT DUMB DUMB IS COMING BACK SOOOOOON~ MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Hahaha, just too happy although this not the first time that we never met for two weekz. Happy happy happy~ weeee~
Ahhh, my mum neh...still having come back yet=.=. Thatz suckz man. Went to china a week, and now, went back to malaysia for like around 2 weekz ++. Gyabooo...=.= some more my dad will be joining her for a week too due to one of cousin is getting marry next month. Speechless anyway...=.= macchiam my mum is like doing some business trip to overseaz. Fly here and there...haiyo faster come back lah. Just feel weird that my mum wasn't around at home=.=. Too quiet...=(
Oh well, i think i shall head back to watch my Kaichou wa Maid-sama. Heehee, love this anime. Ok thatz all then. CHIAO-SUUU~^^
to be continued...
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F-I-S-H~...
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
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Yosh~
Blogging again loh. XD
Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ i working at 4 tomorrow instead 12.30pm. Haha, happy me=D.
Oh ya, i remembered something delicious i had today for my break *slurp*. Haha, it'z some fried/bbq/grill fish coated and dipped in some yummy gravy and come together with curry rice and a slice of pan fried egg. Oh god, i can seriously tell you guyz that freaking food is freaking nice. Confirm plus chop. All thankz to my manager, LOL i meant in a good way ar, coz if he never asked me to help him to buy takeaway for him yesterday i don't i will even know that yummy-ilous thingy XD. If i not wrong the food stall is called what Riverside Indonesia Food whatsoever. Whatever it is, i freaking know where it is and i make sure to get my ass back there to eat it again. HAHAHA~ shall intro to my bf, i think he will love it X).
Ah it tuesday already loh...dear ar dear i'm missing you. I will make sure the first thing i saw you, i'm gonna tickle you like crazy, HAHAHA. Joking ar, but i can't guarantee that i won't do it. LOLXD.
Hahaha, i shall stop here then. Gonna continued playing Tetris Battle on FB, lol some recent addict =P. Ok then, CHIAO-SUUU~
I just love this couple in Skip Beat! XD
Blogging again loh. XD
Oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah~ i working at 4 tomorrow instead 12.30pm. Haha, happy me=D.
Oh ya, i remembered something delicious i had today for my break *slurp*. Haha, it'z some fried/bbq/grill fish coated and dipped in some yummy gravy and come together with curry rice and a slice of pan fried egg. Oh god, i can seriously tell you guyz that freaking food is freaking nice. Confirm plus chop. All thankz to my manager, LOL i meant in a good way ar, coz if he never asked me to help him to buy takeaway for him yesterday i don't i will even know that yummy-ilous thingy XD. If i not wrong the food stall is called what Riverside Indonesia Food whatsoever. Whatever it is, i freaking know where it is and i make sure to get my ass back there to eat it again. HAHAHA~ shall intro to my bf, i think he will love it X).
Ah it tuesday already loh...dear ar dear i'm missing you. I will make sure the first thing i saw you, i'm gonna tickle you like crazy, HAHAHA. Joking ar, but i can't guarantee that i won't do it. LOLXD.
Hahaha, i shall stop here then. Gonna continued playing Tetris Battle on FB, lol some recent addict =P. Ok then, CHIAO-SUUU~
I just love this couple in Skip Beat! XDto be continued...
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Energy boost~...
Saturday, September 17, 2011
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Gyabooooooooooo~
Yosh~ hihi bloggy and hihi to anyone who'z reading my blog. =)
Weeee~ power uppp!!! Haha, got back kinda lotz of energy back from my long hourz sleep=D. I slept like around 1030pm yesterday till this afternoon 1230pm, huuhuu shiok too the max. I was like in coma coz thru out the me sleep, i wasn't even interrupt by any noise or anything. Haha, like macchiam K.O. Weee~ i'm a happy girl~.
Today went to work as usual. Hmm, i think maybe because i got enough sleep thatz why today i didn't had any problem at work at all, haha. Actually not only that, coz today also got huiyi around too. Can talk quite alot stuff to her and also joke around with my work-mate. Haha, was kinda fun today=). Time passed fast than usual. Enjoyed working with huiyi, tun tun, zhen qiang and kian tao to L today, LOL.
Oh ya, when i talking with huiyi today, she mentioned about wordpress to me. Hmm, wordpress eh...kinda tempted to change my blog from blogger to wordpress. Lookz like more neater than blogger and more fun. But if i changed using wordpress, i definetely miss my blogger=(. Eeeyer sia, or maybe keep this blogger and just change using wordpress. Hmm, aiya i think i consider first then=/.
Haha, oh well shall stop here then. Gonna tried my luck at cabal today again. See whether sidd got online anot=/. CHIAO-SU~
Yosh~ hihi bloggy and hihi to anyone who'z reading my blog. =)
Weeee~ power uppp!!! Haha, got back kinda lotz of energy back from my long hourz sleep=D. I slept like around 1030pm yesterday till this afternoon 1230pm, huuhuu shiok too the max. I was like in coma coz thru out the me sleep, i wasn't even interrupt by any noise or anything. Haha, like macchiam K.O. Weee~ i'm a happy girl~.
Today went to work as usual. Hmm, i think maybe because i got enough sleep thatz why today i didn't had any problem at work at all, haha. Actually not only that, coz today also got huiyi around too. Can talk quite alot stuff to her and also joke around with my work-mate. Haha, was kinda fun today=). Time passed fast than usual. Enjoyed working with huiyi, tun tun, zhen qiang and kian tao to L today, LOL.
Oh ya, when i talking with huiyi today, she mentioned about wordpress to me. Hmm, wordpress eh...kinda tempted to change my blog from blogger to wordpress. Lookz like more neater than blogger and more fun. But if i changed using wordpress, i definetely miss my blogger=(. Eeeyer sia, or maybe keep this blogger and just change using wordpress. Hmm, aiya i think i consider first then=/.
Haha, oh well shall stop here then. Gonna tried my luck at cabal today again. See whether sidd got online anot=/. CHIAO-SU~
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